Lighten my Dreams

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I had never cooked for anyone but myself before so I was hoping I did ok. She kept glancing at me when she thought I wasn't looking, it was cute, she'd look and then blush and look away slowly, eating the pasta. When we were done I laid on the couch and she looked at me funny. I was getting up when she bolted into my room. She was hiding under the covers when I got in there. She was so aborable. I slowly crawled into the covers to find her fast asleep, in my bed. I pulled her close and she gripped my shirt. It took a while but I finally fell asleep.

I was glad that night because I didnt have bad dreams...quite the opposite actually...i dreamt that Mione was in my bed naked and we um...well yeah...

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It had been two weeks and mione has been getting better. I however have been getting worse. My mind slowly relives the last 18 years of my life in pure horrid detail. She trys to deal with me but it's not easy. The way she looks at me is heartbreaking. I don't sleep much anymore, I have nightmares the second she's not in my arms, and I'll zone out all the time. I really want to call her mine but she won't say yes.

Nearly headless nick invited us to his death day party but Mione said that she already told Hagrid we were going to his hut that day. I want to ask her on the 31st. She says she's going to the Weasleys' for Christmas and asked if I'd like to go. I want to. I've never had a real Christmas.

Last weekend we went and built onto the house, the dinning room and living room are bigger and there are 6 new rooms. Mrs. Weasley makes the best cookies and tea. She was so nice considering who I am. She tried apologizing about Bella and I stopped her.

"She deserved what she got." I looked at Mione, who was talking with Ginny and Mrs. Weasley smiled at me. I wish I would have been friends with them earlier.

"Draco deary what do you do for the holidays?" She was looking at the girls so she didn't see the sadness on my face.

"I usually stay at Hogwarts and read...i think I'm gonna try and do some extra homework so I can relax a little and get to know Mione better...." I blushed a little and Mrs. Weasley smiled.

"Well if you'd like there is always room for you here, there always was Draco dear." Thinking about it made since, Fred obviously told her but there was nothing anyone could do. I was alone and dealt with it.