Change my life

Chapter 1

I debate on what to do. The blade was in felt of me, it seemed to call to me, but then I would ruin my recovery. I have been 4 months clean and do I really want to ruin that?

'Yes'

'Do it!"

'No one loves you anyways!'

I grabbed the blade but before I could do anything, my social worker called us all down. Thank The Lord.

"I've been thinking about ways to make more money and I think I found a way," grace( the social worker) started. "I'm gonna have all the thirteen and up tryout for the xfactor!"

"What the fuck!" a girl named Marie screamed, he's sixteen.

"Watch it Marie," grace warned.

"So the kids auditioning will be Marie, Carlos, Mandy, and Sydney."

Of course I have to audition, I'm 14. I can't sing so at least I'll be sent home early on. Marie on the other hand will probably go far. She can really sing

"Later tonight you will tell me the song your gonna sing and we will practice together until the audition, Which is in two weeks." grace told us.

I ran upstairs to find a song. I was gonna choose a hard song because if I can't dig the song she might not make me audition.
I chose the song just a dream by carrie underwood. I defiantly can't hit those notes so I'm probably gonna get kicked out before this whole thing starts.

~~~~~time skip to practice~~~~~

"Ok Mandy your turn, come in and tell me the song and we will start practice." Grace said as she called me in. I told her the song and we began.

She stopped me, "Mandy you can really sing, start from the chorus and go from there." She commanded.

"Baby why'd you leave me, why'd you have to go I was counting on forever now I'll never know, oh I'll never know, its like I'm looking from a distance standing in the back ground everybody's saying he's not coming home now, this can't be happening I me, this is just a dream," I sang, keeping my head low.

Grace told me to keep practicing and shooed me out to practice with Carlos.

Man, now I have to audition. Shit.