Dispair

Chapter Five: A Day to Look Back On.

Chapter Five: A Day to Look Back On.

Watch out! Before a bitch stabs you in the back.

~~ Anonymous

Being in the hospital, alone is scary. I mean when no one is there for you, you become more and more vulnerable. I wake up from my sleep and take my headphones out. I place my headphones by my phone on the table. I push the button on my bed to go up, it moves but very slowly. I sit up in the bed and look around. There is a purse laying on the ground, I don't own a purse. I pick up my phone and unlock it. Again Two missed calls. Amber. Unknown. Hmmmm I wonder who is unknown? I press the call back button and it rings. 1...2...3...

"Hello?" its a mans voice. Could it be Brad?

"Hi. Ummm who is this? " Good going Jennifer.

"Its Johnny. Who is this?" Johnny? I don't know a Johnny.

"You called me and now I'm calling back."

"Oh your looking for Brad. Yeah He used my phone. But he's not here right now. He said something about a hospital. " He laughs, I think this Johnny is high.

"Okay Thanks Johnny." I hang up.

Now, I should call Amber back. But who knows what she do.

I dial her number and wait. It rings.

1...2...3...4

"Oh My God!! Jen!! What happened? I didn't know where you went!! I was so scared!! Then I heard you got into a fight with Tara and them!! I found you and then you were gone. Where are you? " I smile and laugh a little. "Why are you laughing? its not funny! "

My Dad and the doctor come in the room. My smile fades and my laughter discontinues.

"Okay. Okay. All I can tell you is that I'm in the hospital. Alright I love you I have to go Bye! " I hang up the phone and look at my dad.

"Hey Pops. Didn't know you were invited to the party." I wave and look at the doctor.

"Jennifer. I got a call from your mom and she tells me your in the hospital. I was in India and now I'm here tell me what's going on." My dad sits on the corner of the bed and gives me the Tellmeverythingorelse look.

I shake my head.

"Where's Mom?"

"I don't know we haven't seen her ."

"Who's we? "

"That boy." He points to the window and I see Brad sitting with his hands on his head.

"Oh. Him." I slightly grin and the doctor leaves.

"And who is he?" I turn my head towards my dad and say

"Just a friend."

"Alright. if your not going to tell me what happened I'll go ask him."

"Okay Okay I really don't know what happened. We were at the skate shop and then I'm here. That's all I know." I hold my hands in the air as if I was surrendering for someone to back off.

"Alright. Who was there with you?" I look at him and stare.

"Dad!! C'mon no more questions. Please? "

"Okay. Now I think that boy wants to see you." I nod and he leaves.

I grab my phone and look at it. I save that number and type Johnny. Then I erase it Then I put High Johnny. I smile and let my phone dim.

"Hey. Jen." he looks scared and happy.

"Hey." I wave and look at the note on the door. "Can you get me that?" I point to the note and he gets up.

"Your on suicide watch?" I shrug my shoulders and have my hand out like asking for candy. I look at the note and it says: Due to the cuts on her arms we are afraid that she is self harming. Suicide watch.

Suicide watch is circled.

"Woah. Its okay. We can do this. Together." he puts his hand on mine and stares into my eyes.

"Why are you here?" I snapped at him, he looks confused.

"Well. I had to be here for my girl." He grins and moves his hair away from his eyes. Girl? I'm his girl? As in girlfriend?

"What do you mean?" I say. Oh yeah act stupid! You knew exactly what was going on.

"I mean, as in girlfriend. I'm asking you to be my girlfriend." He laughs grabs my hand, it intertwines with mine. "Baby, uh- Jennifer, I-uh just want you to know that I'll be here for you whenever, where-ever, i'll be there with you." He kisses my hand and kisses my cuts. One by one by one.

"Brad, yes and I'll be there if you need anything. " I say and wrapping my arms around his neck. His eyes go wide and lighten up with happiness.

"Yes?! Yes? Yes to what that you'll be my girl or yes you will be with me?" He replies fast with his wide eyes.

"Yes, Yes to will to everything." I laugh and he looks around.

"I wish you weren't hooked up to these machines or I would lift you up and spin you around!" I start laughing. "Why are you laughing? Is my hair messed up or do I got something in my teeth? What? " he says and I reply

"Nothing. You perfect..." I say and pull my hand through his hair.

"Well Duh! Just Kidding." he smirks and I start laughing even more. The machines start to beep and we calm down a little. Brad says he has to leave and I say ok. He kisses me on the cheek and leaves. I feel this thing I have only felt once. It feels indescribable, it feels as if everything went back to normal, as if I was happy again.

Brad's Point of View.---------------------

I kiss Jennifer goodbye and walk through the waiting room and then to the elevator. I press ground floor and the elevator moves. I get a text from Tara.

To Brad

From: Tara

'Hey babe, hows it going with h3r? Did U crush h3r y3t? Luv yuhh. T3x me la8er'

I reply back with just a simple message.

To Tara

From Brad

'Babe, didn't do it yet. Love you too bye.'

I felt bad about what I'm doing but what ever it is to keep Tara happy I'll do it.

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Author's note,

I'm back!! And I love it!!

Sorry for werid update... I did this chapter twice. oops.

Short chapter but hey! anything is better than nothing!!

Cliff hanger? Well cannot say too much ;)

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Tina ♥