Dispair

Chapter Four: A Way Out.

Chapter Four: A Way Out

Somebody said every day, was gon' be sunny skies, Only Marvin Gaye and lingerie, I guess somebody lied

-Tamar Braxton.

We ran outside before anyone could see us.

"Now isn't that someway to kick off a Monday morning?" he chuckles. Why did he run with me? With our hands still locked I looked into his eyes He leaned in and I took a step back. He was going to kiss me.

"Why did you come with me? Well you never noticed me before and all of a sudden you just-just try to kiss me?!" I was getting mad and he could tell.

"Well. I came because, I thought you needed someone for company. I noticed you but never talked to you." Company?! what the hell! I can handle myself.

"Psh! Company. If this is a joke or a bet just leave me alone!" I throw on my hood and walk away. He grabs my hand and pulls me to him. I pull back and walk away.

"Wait! Jennifer! at least let me walk you to class!? I promised remember?" Of course he did. It's probably a trap for me to walk in to.

"It's okay. I'm fine. Thanks though." I faked a smile. I'm not fine. It's a lie. I will never be okay.

"No really. Do you think that the security guards will let you - us step one foot in that school today?" he motions his hand towards the school.

"Well- I guess not but that's the thing. Where will I go? I'll get in sooo much trouble. they'll call my parents and I'll get grounded and they'll see-. Shit! I was going to say it. Please don't ask anything. Please. Please. Please.

"I know. I know. You'll get into a lot of trouble. I get it, but just blame it on me." Thank you! Wait- blame it on you?

"Blame it on you? Why?" I had nothing else to say. He grabbed my hand. I could feel my cheeks turning red.

"Because I like you..... Maybe even love you." Love? He kissed my forehead and motioned his hand to his car.

"Where are we going?" Yes. Me acting stupid was going to get me somewhere.

"Some place special." He popped a Sleeping with Sirens CD in and started driving.

"You like Sleeping with Sirens?" They are my favorite band well next to Panic! At the Disco. I never thought he would like them.

"Yeah!"

"Their my favorite!" We said it the same time. He smiled and I smiled back. It clicked and there was something special between us. Magic. Romance. Love.

"What's you favorite song?" He asked a question. Easy Ears to see and Eyes to hear. Duh.

"Ears to See and Eyes to Hear. what about yours?"

"A Trophy Father's Trophy Son."

"Have you ever seem them live? I heard that they are pretty sick." I smiled and I realize that I was fan-girling ugh! not again.

"No but I got tickets for the summer kick back and they are performing." He had tickets!!

"Lucky!" I punched him in his arm.

"Ow! what you do that for?" He was laughing and smiling.

"Because! you have tickets and I don't!" I was just playing along.

"So." We ran out of things to talk about.

"So." I don't know what to say!

"So." His voice got quieter and his smile faded.