Nightingale (Haleb)

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Hanna-
I sit on Emily's bed. "Talk." I say. She looks at me and starts talking.

"Hanna, I'm so sorry for not standing up for you. I truly regret not saying anything. I really miss you Hanna." Emily says.

"Emily, just saying sorry isn't going to change anything that fast. I mean, you knew I was going through a hard time already, you all knew. And then Travis had forced me to have sex with him, he practically raped me Emily! And yet, you didn't seem to care when Aria got on me for that. She practically told me to let the mother fucker rape my ass!" I say.

"So I'm sorry if I can't forgive you that easily." I say.

"I don't expect you to forgive me that fast, I just want to know that we're okay. I want to know that you will be there for me, and that I will be there for you." She says. "Please just take that under consideration Han. That's all I'm asking, is that you tell me we're okay." She says.

"We're okay Em." I say. I look at her. "I missed you too." I say and I hug her. "I'm so glad we're back. These past 5 months have been hell without you." She says. I smile and laugh a bit. "I doubt that's the reason." I say.

"Oh come on Han. It is." She says. "Emily, you've practically been stalking me just so I would apologize. You should know what I think of myself by now." I say. I look down.

"Look at me Hanna." She says. "I have to go Emily. I'm glad your back with me now, but I have to get home." I say and I get up.

I walk outside after thanking Mr. And Mrs. Fields again. I get in my car and drive home.
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Today school started back. I really enjoyed the thanksgiving break. I wish it didn't have to end.

I have been ignoring Caleb's calls, and when he came to my house. I just can't deal with him right now.

I am not looking forward to this. I have to see him all day, since we have all classes together.

I get dressed, brush my teeth and get my stuff for school. After, I go to my car and drive to school. I really don't feel like myself lately, but I don't mind.

I walk into class and I see Caleb. He looks at me and smiles. I decide to sit somewhere else for today.

I sit in a seat close to Mr. Fitz desk. I'm actually doing better in his class now. I'm kind of surprised though.

Class passes by pretty quickly, until we get to that one class. We were working on some projects just before break, and people are going to present today.

The projects were on serious issues right now, like abuse, suicide, drugs, low self esteem, stuff like that. I am so not ready for this.

The first person plays a video. It was so sad. It was from the song 'for the love of a daughter' by Demi Lovato.

Next person was Emily. She played a song. It was really good and I really liked it. After, she talked about it for a bit and then the next person went up.

During one specific video though, Caleb was looking at me. I tried to pull my sweater down more, but I already pulled it as far as it went. That one song they played was called 'Baby don't cut' by B-Mike.

The videos made me so sad. I just couldn't. I got up and left.

I ran to the bathroom, and sat in a stall. I cried, and cried, and cried. I just, I couldn't take it anymore. All those videos, they made me feel.... Useless. More than I already feel like I am. Then some videos made me feel like I could fight this. I'm so confused on what I should do. Should I go jump off that bridge, or do I stay here and fight through this? I can't decide.

"Hanna?!" I hear. "Hanna?! Answer me please!" Emily says. "Em, what's wrong?" Aria and Spencer ask Emily.

"You guys should leave.." Emily says. "What, why Em?" They ask. "Because, I'm trying to talk to Hanna." She says. She bangs on the door. "Hanna, please!" She says.

"Emily, just leave with them. Please. I jest want to be alone." I say. "No! I'm not leaving you here alone to do something stupid Hanna, now open the fucking door!" Emily says.

I stay still. "Hanna!" She yells.

I open the door. "I don't know what to do." I whisper. Aria and Spencer look at me. "Hey Hanna." They say.

I look away from them.

"I'm going home..." I say. I walk back into class and get my stuff and then I walk back out. I go to my car and I drive home.

I get there and I lay on my bed. I look over at my wall and notice something. My calendar. Then I start to realize why I've been feeling weird. My period is late.

Fuck! This can't be fucking happening. Not right now at least. Please... Not right now.

A/N
So... First off here are the videos⬇️
Videos:::
Demi Lovato~ For the love of a daughter
http://youtu.be/bNrK5RbvxFw

Autumn Nicole Costa~ letter to you
http://youtu.be/ZwFsrQCYVRQ

B-Mike ~ Baby don't cut
http://youtu.be/__Dw3YC6WzY

Autumn Nicole Costa~ If your feeling suicidal
http://youtu.be/FChYrllzdx4

Courtney Parker~ Her last words
http://youtu.be/7luYt6eanbA

Second, should Hanna be pregnant, or should this just be a pregnancy scare?

Please help me with this one guys. I'm ,like, lost with this right now. Also, those videos are sad, but I like Autumn Nicole Costa~ letter to you. It's really good. Also, B- Mike is awesome.

Anyways, look at Emily being all defensive over Hanna and stuff. Always protecting her friends.

And I updated twice today just for you guys!! Ik I'm awesome. You're welcomez.

Adios Chicas👋🏽

🦄~Kim💋