Chapter 25 - What Have I Done?

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As I opened my eyes my vision was a bit blurry . I looked around my surroundings to see Miko covered in a pool of blood and laying motionless on the floor . At first I thought someone had broke in , robbed us then ended up shooting Miko but as I looked at my right hand I was tightly gripping a pistol .

"Oh god ." I breathed ,"What have I done ?"

I can't believe I did this ! Wait , I can believe it ! I'm free !! I can finally get back to the guys but why do I feel so bad for shooting Miko ?

I shouldn't feel bad for what I did . I did the right thing but why did me getting even resulted in him being dead ?

Who cares I was defending myself and I shouldn't be moping about this bastards death .

I scrambled to my feet slowly trudging up the stairs into my room to gather my things . There's no reason in staying here with the body of a heartless bastard .

It didn't take me long to pack all of my belongings and head out of the house .

I walked to the nearest pay phone and dialed Jinxx's number since that was the only one I knew by heart .

"(Y/N) !" He exclaimed after a couple of rings

"Jinxx !" I cried ,"Where are you
guys ?"

"I should be the one asking you that question . How are you calling me ? Did you steal Miko's phone and lock yourself in the bathroom again ?"

"No ." I took a deep breath and let it out shakingly ,"I-I killed him ."

Silence .

"J-Jinxx ?" I croaked ,"Please answer me ."

"Really ?!" He screamed happily ,"You're finally free ! No more Miko !"

"Really ?" A faint voice cheered

It sounded like.....Andy .

There was a shifting noise and a couple of curse words exchanged by the two men .

"(Y/N) ? Are you alright ?" Andy questioned

"I-I'm fine ."

"Thank god ! Where are you ? We'll be right over to pick you up ."

"No ! I can walk and find you guys ."

"You will not walk ." He hissed ,"Now tell us where you are , stay there and we'll be there to pick you up shortly ."

"Fine ." I hissed back with just as much venom

After giving him the address and telling them all to shut the fuck up and hurry up I put the phone back in its place and sat on the edge of the sidewalk .

It was basically dark and I couldn't see if I looked like trash or not . I didn't have time to look at myself before I left .

I skimmed my fingers through my (h/c) hair and let out a shaky sigh . The guys better hurry up . This part of the town is dangerous and just because I killed a man doesn't make me all big and bad . I nearly pissed my pants when I had the gun in my
hand .

I didn't know how to shoot more or less than I knew how to aim the damned thing . But hey there's a first in everything right ? Apparently my first had to be killing a man because he didn't do what I said .

I really need to shut up about thi-

"Hey there pretty lady ." A deep voice purred

I mentally groaned ."I am not that fucking attractive to be bothered with like this !" I said a loud

The man chuckled ,"Relax there pretty lady . I happen to recognize you from afar . You're one of Miko's girls right ?"

"I use to be ." I barked

The man held his hands up in surrender and let out a chortle ,"As I said before relax . I was just wondering if you wanted a place to stay and if you agree then maybe you can get a reward ."

I scoffed then stood up placing my hands on my hips ,"Are you that desperate to have fucking sex ? How about you use that hand of yours to tone down that boner you have
buddy . I never wanted to be one of those whores on the street and I'm not starting again ."

The man glared and harshly gripped my arm pulling me towards him ,"I guess Miko didn't beat your ass enough to know that you should never talk back to clients ."

"I guess I didn't beat Miko's ass enough to tell him how I don't fucking care ." I hissed

Before he could utter a word I was pulled away from his grasp and pulled into someone's rock hard chest .

"Piss off you idiot . She's with us !" Ashley hissed

"And why if I don't , fag ?!" The guy yelled

"Dude you didn't have to break his damn face !" Andy yelled

"Why not ? He called me a fag ." Ashley defended

"You've been called a fag your entire life so why did that matter now ?" Jake asked

"Because his bothered me the most ." Ashley pouted

"Only because you wanted to make (Y/N) happy ." CC grumbled

"Yeah pretty much ." He shrugged

We were currently at my house . The guys all spread out across the place as Ashley and I cuddled on the couch . I had my face hid in the crook of his neck .

"You did the right thing . I hope you know that right , (Y/N) ?" Jake said

I nodded ,"I know . Now can we not talk about this again until I go to court ?"

"You don't even know if the police know about it yet . Besides as long as you got rid of the evidence then you're fine ." Andy said

"Evidence ?" I questioned ,"I...I don't think I had any of that ."

"The gun , fingerprints , footprints . Those are evidence sweetie ." Ashley chortled

I blushed embarrassed and slapped his chest ,"Shut up Ash ! I knew that..."

"Apparently not ." CC snorted

"I'm hungryyyyyy !" Andy whined

Without warning Ashley harshly turned me around and spread my legs wide ,"C'mon over here and eat this ."

I squeaked ,"A-Ashley !!"

"I call dibs on the leftovers !!" CC called

"No fair I wanted dibs !" Jake whined

"Too bad Pitts ! I was getting dibs anyway !" Jinxx smirked

"Guys !" I shrieked

Ashley chuckled and let go of my legs . I turned around sending a harsh glare at him and got up .

"Aw c'mon (Y/N) ! You know we were only joking ." Andy chuckled

"Fuck you all !" I hollered ,"You guys still don't give a damn about what I had to go through ! You were only concerned because you still wanted to get in my fucking pants !"

I ran to my room and slammed the door shut , locked it then jumped onto my bed crying in my pillow . Who cares if they think I overreacted . Let them spend half of their life on the streets and end up murdering the man responsible for that .

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