Rebel

Rebel Chapter 1

Chapter One

It all started with my parents being who they were. They were religious zealots, jesus freaks, crazies to say the least. Both of them are extremely against anything "not of religion". That included gays, abortion, drugs, alcohol, and sex. It was quite annoying and was driving me insane. Being under such strict rules was making me rebel even more.

Worst part of being thier daughter is that I can't be who I really am.  One of the biggest things they don't know about me is that I am bisexual. If they ever found out about that I could never live it down. I would be a disgrace to their family. They would disown me most likely, and maybe kick me out. Neither would be too bad. But I don't want them to hate me. So whenever they make a snide remark about gay being wrong, I try to keep cool. On the inside though, I am about to burst. I just want to scream at the top of my lungs, "I AM BI AND PROUD OF IT!" But where would that get me. One night I had had almost enough. Oh yeah, flashback time!

One night my mom and I were sitting on the couch watching tv when some guy who was obviously not straight came on a commercial. Mom said, "I don't know how anyone could possibly be that way. I mean, it's just so nasty and just plain sinful. They would never be allowed into heaven's gates. Aren't you glad about that?" That was it I could not let her talk about me and my friends like that. I yelled, "Mom you can't change their minds and you can't treat them like they're not people 'cause they are. So let them live thier lives the way they want to. Gawh..." She didn't talk to me for the next couple of days. We had so many more fights after that. But I really didn't care. I was gonna stick up for what I believe in no matter what.

Things were getting worse though. I had a crush on a girl at school. Her name was Lexi "The School Slut". She was so damn sexy. I would totally get in her pants. Oh Gosh... I'm so in love with this chick. I know she's bi too so I may have a shot. Today is Sunday which means school tomorrow. I'm ready to do this thing!

I woke up this morning pumped and tingly. This is it! Gotta impress her. I got up and put on some eye liner and mascara, straightened and teased my hair, and put on a pair of red ripped skinny jeans with a monster shirt with cleavage. I stuck a black and red bow in my brown hair. I finished it off with a pair of gray and black hightops. I looked in the mirror and was pleased. I was ready for Lexi and hopefully Lexi was ready for me.