"We're Not Normal"

Chapter 8

Jazzy's P.O.V

I have been thinking too much. I just wonder why my real parents left me and why are my 'parents' now actually my 'parents' like they were never there. I only had el, which i'm glad because his a good big brother. I wonder if my real parents have other children. Do I look like my real parents? Are my real siblings married? Do they have kids? Are they famous? Are they a high school drop out? Are they a doctors? Is there one or two or even five. Are they adopted too? All these questions in my head. I went on my phone and looked at pictures and I see a one of me and josh. Gosh I miss him. I mean what was I thinking who would actually love me? I don't even love myself. No one wants me I'm just a kid that doesn't belong. I mean yeah the lynches have made me feel like apart of the family but I always have at the back of my head why couldn't my life be like this and why did they have to leave me. Why does everyone leave me? I started crying and pulled my sheets over my head. I'm such a cry baby. A total wreck. I wished I never looked in that box, I would be living my life with a major lie. Someone knocked on the door. Oh shit, I quickly wiped my tears and acted like I was on my phone doing nothing. Riker came in.

"Hey wanna come for a walk with me?" He asked closing the door and sat on my bed.

"Y-yeh" I stuttered trying not to cry again.

"What's wrong sis?" He asked.

"I've be thinking to much" I said

"Well maybe this walk will detract you" he said smiling.

"Okay, let me get changed" I said.

El's P.O.V

I found out that rydel has a massive crush on Harry styles. So I'm curling my hair with this pencil. I Looked up on YouTube and it said it will work. Hopefully she will like me now.

Ross' P.O.V

Austin is such a cute dog and is great for the family. It always sits on my lap when I play the X box. Lol riker didn't even ask me to come for the walk how rude! I giggled to myself.

Rocky's P.O.V

What the hell did Ellington do to his hair? He looks like a mop.

Riker's P.O.V

Me and jazzy are walking in the creek. She was telling me how she misses josh and how they should of stayed together then she asked me if she looked like Ellington. Which she really doesn't. Like I have only just noticed that now. I have never seen their parents so maybe one looks like each.

"We should of taken the dog for the walk!" Jazzy said

"We should of, he is probably spending time on Ross' lap" I laughed

"So how the band going?" She asked as tripping over a rock

"Jesus sorry" I said helping her up

"Why did you say sorry I'm a clumsy person" she brushed the dirt off her

"Yeah we all know that" I laughed

She playfully pushed me and I smiled. I'm glad to have jazzy, she feels like another sister to me.

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^ idk it looked kewl

A/N

Yeah I know boring and short chapter, your probably wondering where is 5sos bc it's a 5sos book. Well just keep reading and I promise they will come soon :)