Turn Back Time - Sequel to SEPOYH [H.S]

Chapter 50

(A/N: With so many reactions from the last chapter I feel scared posting this. I would first like to say I’m sorry for the crappiness of this chapter, but I really wanted to post for you all.

In case you haven’t seen my message I sent, my family has suffered from an unexpected loss. Through this tough time of grieving I don’t know when my writing will be posted. But like I said, I wanted the final chapter of TBT posted and soon the Epilogue.

On another note, I’m scared about posting this because of your reactions. Lots of you have said some crazy things and I’ve also received inbox messages from angry readers saying if I didn’t do a certain thing they would unfan me and quit reading. And that I was heartless and they would hate me.

I’ve had this book fully planned out since the middle of SEPOYH. Pretty much a year ago. I fought a huge internal battle today on rather I would change my planned ending or not. After thinking, I chose not to. This is MY story. I write because I love it and I’m blessed that you all read it, but sadly I can’t satisfy everybody. I really would appreciate you understanding and hope you continue to read TBT and my other books.

Again, thank you so much and enjoy.)

***Song: Stay by Miley Cyrus.   Again please listen. The lyrics might not exactly fit but I love the song and I think it sets the mood.***

Harry’s POV:

The feeling is… sickening.

Your heart drops into your stomach and you fight the urge to throw up. Your body is shaking from nerves as your skin pales.

If it could, time stopped.

Millions of thoughts ran through my head, not one of them was the outcome I hoped for. Tears uncontrollably fell as I shook my head in disbelief.

Grief.

Denial.

Regret.

Anger.

I felt all of them at once but yet I still felt numb.

As If I couldn’t move.

Like along with time I had stopped.

My world slowly was crumbling apart before my very eyes.

And there was nothing I could do…

“Where’s Ali?”

I looked up and shut my flat door behind me.

“She uh…wanted to stay back for a bit. She will be home within the hour,” I told my mum.

She nodded and sent me a small smile. I noticed Bethany was happily gurgling in her arms.

“How are you holding up?” My mum asked me.

I sighed and walked over towards the both of them. Bethany grinned and stretched out her arms for me. I picked her up and pressed a kiss against her own curls.

“Dada!”

“Hi there baby girl,” I whispered to her. I started swaying the both of us in hopes she’d fall asleep. I noticed her breathing had started to slow down and that’s when I answered my mum.

“I’m doing alright… Ali though…Mum you should of seen how broken she was.”

My mum frowned and walked forward towards me. She pulled me into a small hug, careful not to bother Bethany, and kissed my cheek.