Abroad (A Niall Horan Fanfic)

Chapter 8

Chapter 8

You could feel the tension between Liam and Niall when we got back from shopping.

Niall clears his throat. "Liam can I talk to you?"

Liam solemnly nods and follows Niall into the other room.

I bite my bottom lip and grab some of my shopping bags before walking upstairs. I put the bags down in Nialls room. I start with the First bag and remove the tags. I hear the door open and I look up.

"Everything alright?" I ask Niall as he walks in.

"Yep. I just apologized to Liam."

I nod.

"Do you need help babe?" he asks.

"Sure." I say laughing.

We unpack the bags and put the clothes away.

There is one bag left and that is the Victoria Secret bag. Oh my god.

Niall blushes.

"You can unpack that." Niall murmers.

"Is little Niall embarrassed?" I tease.

He pretends to pout. I laugh and he pouts even more. I lean up and peck his lips.

"IT WORKED!" Niall squeals.

I laugh and unpack the bag. My hand grazes a red material. What? I pull the material out. Its the red g strap that Harry showed me.

Niall bursts out laughing,"Ah man too good." He says chuckling.

"HARRY STYLES!" I scream running downstairs. Harry looks at me and gives me his scared face.

"REALLY?!" I scream throwing the undergarment at him.

Before he can say anything Zayn walks down the stairs.

"What's all the noise?"He asks. I turn around to see that Perrie Edwards from little mix is right next to him. I feel my heartbeat quicken. Oh my god oh my god. I toss the undergarment back at Harry and Nial grabs my hand.

"Are y-you Perrie Edwards?" I ask stuttering a bit on my words.

"Yes I am love." She says in her deep British accent.

Aahhhhh!! Keep it together Skylar. Don't fangirl don't fangirl.

"You know who she is but not who we are?!"Louis exclaims. We all laugh and Perrie says,"What are you trying to say?"

We all laugh.

I turn red and before I can even think I blurt out,"You're like my role model, I look up to you and sometimes after I-' I stop myself I was about to say cut. That would've been awful.niall would break up with me because he would think Im some Emo looser.

"After..." Niall muses waiting for me to continue.

"Nothing, I was just like rambling." I say way too quickly.

Niall nods and gives me the tell me later look. No way homeslice.

"We need to go to the studio" Liam says. I give Liam a grateful look. He weakly smiled at me before leading the boys out of the door like little ducklings.

"Are you dating Niall?" Perrie immediately asks.

I nod shyly and blush.

"AWW THAT'S SOOOO CUTE!"

I give her a weak smile before following Eleanor to the couch. Perrie sits next to me so I can be In the middle.

"What were you going to say before you stopped yourself?" Eleanor asks.

I bite the inside of my lip. If I tell them then they will tell Niall.

"I can't tell you." I whisper

Perrie grabs my hand. "We won't tell anyone. I promise."

I sigh before Eleanor grabs my wrist just above my bracelets. She quickly flips my wrist over and before I can do anything she pushes the bracelets away from my wrist. Shit shit shit. Eleanor and Perrie gasps as they see the scarred skin. I gulp and I feel my eyes water. Damn you sensitive tear ducts.

"Oh my god."Perrie whispers pulling my into a hug. My body is stiff so I kind of just lean into her.

"You were going to say after you cut." Eleanor says. I nod my head.

"Sweetheart why?" Perrie asks. I just shake my head.

"Please don't tell him." I whisper.

"Just give her time." I hear Eleanor say. I pull my knees up to my chest and I lean against the wall. I sob into my knees. Now they are going to tell Niall, I'm not stupid. I feel all alone. No one knows about my secret. Not my parents nor my younger sister Katy. Katy is a huge directioner and will flip when she finds out I dated Niall. Notice how I said dated. He will break up with me when he finds out. I'm sure of it. The door slams open and I look up to see a teary eyed Niall.

"Babe..." He whispers.i gulp and look down. He envelopes me into a hug.

"Shh babe shhh." He coos into my ear.

"Can I see them?" He whispers.

I nod my head holding my arm out. He pushes back the bracelets and I can't help but feel totally exposed. He gasps and the tears stream down his face.

He bends down pecking my lips.

"Why babe?" He asks quietly.

"I'm just not pretty, I'm fat, I'm useless. I just do it to make the pain go away." I sob. He pulls me Into another hug and I sob into his chest.

"When's the last time you cut?" He asks.

"Before I met you." I say sniffling.

He smiles weakly. "That's good." He mumbles.

"Please don't break up with me." I whisper.

He doesn't answer. Instead he says,"do you believe in love at first sight?"

I furrow my eyebrows. Before I can say anything

"Because Im in love with you."

I feel a stray tear fall down my cheek.

"I love you too." I say. He bends down kissing my lips.

"How'd you find out?" I ask when I break off the kiss.

"Eleanor texted me."

WHAT?! I TOLD HER NOT TO TELL ANYONE. Before I can verbalize these words the door caves in and it reveals 4 boys and 2 girls. Damn

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Sorry it took so long to update!. Something's wrong with the Wattpad app and it kept on deleting my chapter :(.