The one

chapter 7

*Authors note

(For those at a low maturity level,this is probably not the book for you.:) thx)

My heart was beating much more heavier than usual. He was just too fine. I couldn't believe that within the couple weeks we had knew each other he managed to fall in love with me, it was crazy.

"Well let's make is official then, your mine from now on." Before I can realize it, we were kissing.

I wasn't that type of girl to commit things so quick at least, I didn't think I was. But this was brandon, I was slowly falling and turning into someone else, and doing things far from what I expected. Or maybe i didint know it in me.

Ive never seen such a smile, I didn't want it to disappear from his face, I just never wanted to see it fade. I knew I would never want him out of my life. At the time.

"Wait." I needed a breath of air that wasn't his, don't get me wrong his breath was minty fresh and cool, But I couldn't breath with the level of movmemt we were doing. I didn't think kissing was an excercise.

"What? Is everything okay?" He responded

"Yeah I'm all good, its just I'm not sure where were getting at with this." I was lying, I knew where we were getting at. I had a quick feeling that he was probably here to have sex, but I didn't want to believe that and I shook my head in disbelief. I really had wished I could read his mind.

"I don't know...you tell me" He smiled. brandons smile never looked so gorgeous.

"I really don't know, I just don't think I'm ready for well s.e.x....." I was embarresed right on the spot not knowing what the hell to do.

He looked at my face. Serious almost a shocked face. I'm assuming he didn't know I was a virgin. He finally said.

"That's okay, we don't have to make this a sexual relationship." He was lying, a fake half smile plotted on his face.

"Its not that!"

I cut myself off. I had something to ask him.

"Brandon? Do you usually always move so fast with girls?"

He looked at me deep into my eyes. Offended, he felt hurt but I wasn't judging him.

"Listen. If you dont wanna do this it's okay, I know It would be simpler If I just asked u on a date, but your not just some regular girl. " he replied motionless. But had a lot of expression in his tone.

"We'll that's good to know, but I mostly meant you know... Getting it on, like are you quick?" He giggled at my term for "sex" as "getting it on" he replied.

"We'll it depends on my partner... If she wants to move slow we will." He stopped to show that he was talking about us. He continued "But if she wants to go fast, then we will."

" so it depends.." I made sure i didn't make eye contact with the gorgeous human being that was in my kitchen. He was seducing me with his eyes.

"I really like you Marilyn.... but to be honest I've had my eye on you before Tahlia introduced us, I would see you In the hallways wondering 'who is that?'. "

"We'll I knew that... But." His stare had me blushing from ear to ear, I couldn't finish or even comprehend what I was trying to say.

"You know what. I'll let you think about us. Maybe this was too sudden.. But please I can take care of you."

I wanted to say "I can take are of myself". It was my inner "ghetto Marilyn" that wanted to break free. I didn't let her. Instead I answered...

"Okay." And smiled

He hugged me kissed me on the cheek and left.