Chapter 1
Sammi 's POV
"NO STOP, PLEASE!!" I sobbed collapsing onto the floor. James just smirked "Get up, fucking bitch!" He said grabbing me by the hair pulling me up making me face him. I cried even more from the pain.
He raised his hand and slapped me so hard I fell and landed on the floor hitting my head on the wall. I crawled and curled up In a corner watching him laugh at my misery. "Why, why do You do this To me?! You say You Fucking Love me but You hurt me everyday!!" I said holding the place on my face where he hit me, looking up at him. He walked up To me and got down To my level. Cupping my face he said "Baby, I do Love You. You're the Love Of my life, Sammi." I scoffed at the bullshit that came from his mouth. "You're just so fucking stupid You deserve To get hit. You need To learn. I do it cuz I Love You." He pulled my face towards his and forced a kiss on me making me squirm. His arms were around me and he picked me up off the floor.
James plopped me onto the couch and got on top Of me, holding me down not letting me move. He does this everytime he beats me.
"I Love You, do you Love me?" He said while he roughly kissed my neck. I just cried not answering his question. His lips stopped for a second and he looked at me. "Answer me, you fucking cunt!" He yelled slapping me again and me being the stupid girl I am, I obeyed. "Yes..I..Love..you" I lied. A smirk grew on his face "That's my girl." He said continuing kissing my neck and chest while he started ripping my clothes off. I didn't want To do this With him so I tried pushing him off but hes incredibly strong, I can't fight him.
....I guess You know what happens after that....(rape) o_0
I wake up in my bed and my face is hurting like a bitch. I struggle To get up but James's arms were tightly wrapped around me. After trying so hard I managed To escape his grip without waking him. He was always a heavy sleeper and I used that as an advantage.
I got up, got dressed and walked up to the mirror. I had a black eye, swollen cheek, some dry blood on the corner of my lip and on my nose. I shuttered at my reflection then went downstairs To the living room. Everything about last night ran through my head over and over again.
I am so sick and tired Of living In this hell. I have dealt With it for months and I never walked out on him. Now I'm positive I should. Then I remembered a promise I made To my best friend, Craig Mabbitt. He told me to promise him that if James hurts me In any way, I need To tell him. Craig is the most amazing, sweetest guy ever and I have liked him since I met him. I really wish I was With him instead. And I also wish that he liked me back.
~~FLASHBACK~~
Craig and I were lying on my bed. My head on his chest, his arms wrapped around my waist. "I'll miss You" he said as he kissed the top Of my head. I blushed and hugged him tight. "I'll miss You too, Craig" he chuckled a bit. "I hate when You go on tour because I always miss You like crazy" I sighed and looked up at him. He stared deep into my eyes "It's not easy leaving You. Especially now With that new guy you're with. I don't really know the guy and you've been fucking dating for a long time. What's his name? James?...Whatever, I wanna be here To protect You...if You need me to. I don't trust him...just the way he looks..it's..." I gave him a warm smile. "I don't deserve To have such a wonderful friend In my life. I Love You Craig" He blushed then smiled widely. "And I Love You Sammi , my sweet, sweet girl" he kissed the tip Of my nose and I kissed his.
If only he knew my Love for him was a different kind Of Love.
I'm In Love With him...
He pulled me closer and whispered "Promise me something.." I nodded and he continued "Promise me you'll call me if anything...happens while I'm away?" I had a look Of confusion on my face. "Like what do You mean?" He sighed "If he hurts You In any way. Emotionally or physically."
Why would he hurt me physically? I mean sure James is a buff guy, has muscles and has anger/jealousy issues, is over protective and possessive but he'd have no reason To hurt me.
(Damn, was I wrong...)
"Why would he-" he cut me off "Sammi, just promise me, ok?" I smiled up at him "Of course, I promise" He sighed In relief. "Thanks, love..."
"Anything for you" I said resting my body next to his.
~~FLASHBACK ENDS~~
I look for my phone and dial Craig's number. After a few seconds it starts ringing....no answer. I try again and still no answer. How does he expect me To call him if he doesn't answer my calls. Yet he answers when i just wanna check up on him, TJ, Monte, Robert and Michael. I gave up after a while Of trying. I sat on the couch holding an ice pack To the left side Of my face which was the side that was fucked up. I started To tear up until I hear my ringtone go off.
Motionless In White's 'Devils Night'
"I know the only words that You have for me are give up and ge-" I go To quickly answer. "Hello?" I said sniffling a little. "Sammi? What's wrong, are You crying?!" Craig's voice Of worry was on the other line. I smiled cuz I was so happy To hear his voice again even if I just heard it yesterday morning. "Craig I need You. I need You To be here With me!" I sobbed quietly into my phone, being careful not To make much noise. "What happened, did that asshole hurt You?! I'll fucking kill him" I sighed sniffling. "I wanted To tell You before...but..I just couldn't."
He sounded pissed now. "Sam, tell me what the Fuck he did and I promise You I'll cancel our last show just To go see You!"
"No! Don't do that. I'll just wait until your tour is over...OK...I'll hold up til then" I said.
He started talking faster now "Did he cheat on You, leave You, hit You...? What?! Tell me what he did, please!" I started crying more when he said the words 'hit you'.
"...He..has been abusing me...for a long time now. Since the week You left for tour 5 months ago...Hes become more angry and disgusting. I've also refused To sleep With him anymore but he beats me and he practically rapes me...I don't like being weak.." I breathed out uneven breaths. "You're just telling me now?!?! Why havent you left him?! Why let it go on this long?! Y'know what? I'm going back home To save You Sammi."
I open my mouth To say "No, Craig don't" but by the time I started he had already hung up...
