Do I Really Love HIM?

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Chapter 9

Sammi's POV

Escape The Fate and I all decided To go the club tonight.

After like a few hours Of watching Craig drown himself In alcohol, TJ (who was a little tipsy but OK To function right) and I decided To get outta there. We carry Craig out Of the bar because he is passed out face down at the bar.

Monte, Mike and rob stay a while longer because there were With fans. And the guys Love their fans.

TJ and I head To Craig's car.

We lie him down In the backseat and I get In the drivers seat With TJ next To me.

"Baby, You know I loove You, right" TJ's soft voice slurred

I giggled "Yes, and I Loove you" he flashed his perfect smile and leaned In To kiss my cheek. "Mh" I sighed

TJ was drifting into sleep when we were close To the house but I tried To keep him awake until we arrived.

I pull up To the driveway and TJ and I get out, pulling Craig out Of the back and carrying him inside.

TJ takes it from there and goes upstairs with Craig In his arms. Hes pretty strong and that's very attractive.

I go To my room and change out Of my outfit and into something more comfortable and easy To take off. I knew what TJ wanted To do and I'm not gonna say no To him.

I grab some little turquoise shorts and a White Anthem tank. I go To my restroom To take my makeup off so it wouldn't rub on my eyes.

I sit on my bed and think for a while. TJ suddenly walks In shirtless, wearing only shorts.

He stands at the doorway With a grin on his perfect face. I look up at him With a wink. He bit his lips and I licked mine. At that moment I wanted To lunge at him and attack him With my lips.

I get on my feet and walk towards him and he looks at me In a seductive way. He takes one step forward and places one hand on the back of my neck.

TJ stares at me for a moment "You're so gorgeous, Sammi. I can't believe I actually have You. After all this time, You were totally worth waiting for." He whispered brushing my cheek With his other hand. I blush at the beautiful words and stare into those dark eyes Of his.

He moves forward To plant a kiss on me. I wrap my arms around his neck and deepened the kiss. I felt his tongue on my bottom lip, begging for an entry inside my mouth. I let it In and our tongues start fighting each other. He wrapped one arm on my waist and backed my up until I was lying down on my bed. He climbed ontop Of me and kissing me for a long time.

I knew where this was gonna lead so I got myself ready. I moved all the way back To

where my head was on the pillows. He moved With me never breaking the kiss.

TJ started rubbing his middle against mine and he moved his hand down To the bottom on my shorts. He tugs on them

as if letting me know that he is gonna take them off. I do the same and he takes his off first then he quickly goes To takes off my shirt. He then slides off my shorts and continues To kiss me passionately.

I bite down on his lip making him moan softly. He goes and moves my legs on each side Of his body and I pull him closer With them. He enters me and this time...it's different. He doesn't thrust fast and hard like usual. His movements were slow, and just...calm.

His light touches send chills all over my body. He takes his lips off Of mine for a second "I don't wanna lose You. I've waited this long To finally be With You, now nothing will take You away from me." He whispered, licking my neck shortly after.

"Nothing has to stand In the way..." I sighed pulling his lips against mine again.

He pulled away again and breathed out "Besides Craig..." I looked at him In confusion.

What did he mean "besides Craig"?

I stared at him before speaking "Wh-What do You mean?" I whisper

He stopped his slow thrusts and pulled out laying his body next To me. He pulled me into him With his arms around my waist.

He gives me a warm smile "I kinda...I know You like Craig. That's why You were so worried about him finding out about us, right?" He then lightly touches my face.

He knows. He knows I Love Craig.

"I thought about it while we were all together...and it's either that or something completely different...And I think it's the first thing.."

My eyes started To water "TJ...I....cant" I took a deep breath and fought back some stupid tears wanting To fall out Of my eyes.

"I wanna drop this subject.....please"

"It's OK, babe. I'm not mad. I actually understand...you cant help how you feel, but if you're not sure about being with-" I cut him off by kissing him roughly. When i Pulled away his eyes were wide and had a smile on his lips.

"I'm sure I want You. Nobody else, OK. Just You, no Craig. Only TJ." I said In a low voice. TJ had a look on his face that told me "I don't believe You but I'll drop it.....for now". He kissed me calmly and pulled me ontop Of him In a smooth way.

I positioned myself on his area and he pulled me down on it.

It felt nice To be With someone who actually cares about me.

While we were getting intimate and shit, we heard a knock on the wall then a thud.

I got off Of TJ and wrapped a blanket around my body To go check it out. TJ wrapped the other sheet around his waist coming up behind me To see too.

I open the door and see Craig on the floor mumbling To himself. When he looks up he looks surprised "Sammi!.....TJ?! Why are You In....ARE YOU TWO FUCKING?!" He slurred loudly.

Craig is such a mess. "Dude, I thought I left You sleeping In your bed." TJ said going To help Craig up.

"I woke up and...and..Shit...I gotta throw up!" He said running To the bathroom In his room.

TJ went To go check on him while I layed down on my bed, settling under my sheets. Why is Craig acting this way? He's different these days, and I don't like it.

TJ's POV

"Bleeeh" I heard him throwing up

"Craig, bro, You okay?" I ask entering his bathroom and see his head hovering over the toilet. He coughs and spits then stands up wiping his mouth With a small towel.

"I-Imma go...To bed..I'm fuck-.." he didn't even finish, he just collapsed on the bathroom floor. I go and pick him up and drop him back on his bed where I put him In the first place. I stay until I know for sure he won't wake.

He's sound asleep now. I walk out closing the door slowly and head back To Sammi's room. When I walk In, she is sleeping too. My baby girl looks so peaceful and beautiful...Sammi is all mine. That body is all mine. Those lips are all mine. Thats perfection in the form of a girl. I couldn't ask for anymore. I finally got my happiness In life besides music and my bestfriends and family.

I crawl up next To her wrapping my arms around her. She moves a little and settles In my arms. I close my eyes shut so I can sleep. Soon I fall into a nice and peaceful sleep.

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