Do I Really Love HIM?

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Chapter 11

Craig's POV

I wait as TJ walks In his room closing it behind him. I glare at him and scoff "How do You expect To take care Of her and the baby when you're barely around. You tour most Of the year and girls try To get With You everywhere You go. She won't fucking like that. We're coming out With new shit and we have more shows To attend. We'll be on the road more and You won't see her. How do You plan on making it work." I said making him think.

He sighed and plopped himself down on his bed. "I...I don't know. But I'll figure it out...for her sake. I'm really happy With her, Craig and she seems really happy With me...." He whispered. I heard his voice crack a bit.

I sigh and Put on hand on his shoulder "TJ, she needs someone who knows how To plan a future. Who has a future planned already and has included her In it. Like me. I plan on winning her heart and marrying her. She deserves To be happy and To have the family she dreams Of...I know she loves You but I am madly In Love With her and I need her now more than ever..." TJ just stares at me With confused eyes.

"Craig...this..." He starts but is interrupted by Sammi knocking on the door. He opens it and she whispers something To him. He whispers back then she says something else. He nods then hugs her tightly. She exits the room and TJ faces me again.

"She needs some air..." He says looking down

I nod and lean against the wall, the room silent now.

Sammi's POV

I walk downstairs and when I open the door I see Robert, Monte, and Mike walking up the steps. "Hey babe What's up"

Mike greets me With a hug. Monte kisses my cheek and Robert hugs me In a tight embrace. "Nothing...Uh just going for a walk. See You guys later." I say then walk off as they wave bye To me.

I start walking on the side walk down To the park near by.

James's POV

I stay parked infront Of a house that's near Sammi's new home.

After about 30 minutes she walks out and talks To the three dudes from that band she's friends With. They wave goodbye and she walks down the sidewalk. I start my car and follow her driving slowly.

She ends up going To the park where we had our first date. I stop my car near the park To see her In a clear sight. She's really upset from the looks Of it. I guess that stupid test she took came out positive. Just know that that baby will not live long enough To even get out Of her body.

I will follow her daily just To see her stomach grow bigger and bigger. Big enough so I can kill that fucking fetus growing inside Of her.

NOBODY'S GONNA FUCK HER AND HAVE A BABY WITH HER BESIDES ME.

Sammi's POV

I sit on a bench and wonder how my life will be now With TJ. I wonder how life would be like if Craig was my baby's father. TJ has been nothing but good To me and I don't deserve him.

My life officially sucks and I want To die.

TJ POV

"She just found out..." I say In a low voice. I'm telling the guys that I will become a father In 9 months.

"I can't believe it dude. That's epic....But can You...handle it?" Monte said asking the same thing Craig said earlier.

"I'm thinking Of what I can do To make it work..." I sigh

"I'm still In shock...

TJ Bell? A father? Doesn't sound right. Or normal..." Robert said In a serious tone.

I shrug "Nobody thinks I can do it and it pisses me off because they think I'm not cut out To be a grown ass man by now. I can fucking be mature if I want...I just choose not To.." I said being upset now.

Mike spoke after a long moment Of his silence "Didn't You use protection?"

I roll my eyes "Obviously not. Look at What's going on, Bro."

He crosses his arms over his chest "And why not? You knew that it has consequences...why not think a little?"

I shrug "Dude, sex without something over your fucking dick feels so much better. Everytime I fucked her I...." I didn't finish when I remembered Craig was still In the room. He doesn't wanna hear about me and Sammi sleeping together.

He finally spoke, coming out Of the shadows "None Of this should be happening TJ. None Of it and you're sitting here when your GIRLFRIEND is out somewhere. If I were You I'd never leave her outta my sight. I'd go find her and have her here With me trying To figure things out..."

I look away from everyone "I know...Well she's at the park. I'll go get her." I get on my feet but Sammi walks through the doors already. Everyone stares at her and she walks by not giving a Fuck. I follow her up and shut the door To her room. She walks To her balcony and stares out at the view.

"Babe, I'm sorry about all...all this happening. It's not right...for You To be mindfucked by me and Craig....I just need To ask You something..." I say standing behind her wrapping my arms around her waist.

She turns around where she's facing me now "What...?" She asks In a soft and gentle voice.

"Do You....like Craig? The truth this time, please" I ask kinda hesitant about saying those words. She looks down from my eyes and turns back around. I sigh.

"Sammi. Do You lik-.." I start again but she quickly answers in a cracked voice.

"..yes..I do.." she whispers

I sigh In a disbelief. "I don't only like him..but over...over the years...I fell In Love With..the guy..and still am To this day. I'm so sorry TJ. This wasn't suppose To happen. It wasn't suppose To be this way....not for you, not for me, not for us..." She started crying softly again.

I quickly turn her back around and wipe the tears from her eyes. Her eyeliner ran even more. It was down To her cheeks and I wipe it off With my sleeve. I start caressing her face and she gives me a small smile. I pull her In for a hug and she buried her face In my chest. Her tears bleed through my shirt. I hug her tighter and we're In eachothers arms for a long time.

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