Lost in love

13. Threatening tears

13. Threatening tears

Lost in Love

(Best song for this chapter: Swap it out by Justin Bieber)

I would not and will not cry! I just did what I had to do best, just walk away. I grabbed my keys in my book bag and jogged outside, to only be revealed my flashing lights; I rush inside the car and drive home.

When I made it thank the god that nobody was home. I rush upstairs and try my hardest to not let tears solve this problem, I pace back and forward and notice that I'm still wearing Justin's shirt, I hurry and change into my Pokémon body suite. When I'm out I saw Justin sitting on my bed, "get out" he walks up to me and corners me, no way to escape now Angie.

"Why are you mad?" I decide to ignore him until he leaves, so I cross my arms and look away. "Oh, the silent treatment, huh?" I don't move a muscle. "You look adorable by the way" I try not to let him get to me and push him away, walk passed him and out the door, but he pulls me back in and locks the door. "Tell me what's wrong babygirl?" he wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me dangerously close, I gasp.

I swear that I could feel his friend, even through his jeans. "l-let me go" I push him away but the more I do the more he turns me on, Stupid hormonal teenagers these days!

"Justin, I need you to leave. Please" he gives me a focus look then speaks "If you tell me what is bothering you. Then I'll leave" I sighed. "I don't want to get my heart broken again, Justin. And when I heard you say 'I love you' to Selena" he cut me off "Wait, what? You thought I was talking to Selena?"

Freaking great! I feel so stupid; I bet my face is a shade of bloody red. "I was talking to my little sister, Jazmyn" I looked down, "oh" was all I said. He pulls me in for a hug and I'm taken back for a moment, but give in. "I'm so sorry" I mumble against his chest. He kisses my cheek and says "don't be, I'll do the same if I heard you say that"

So for the rest of the night we cuddled and watched the teen wolf marathon. Justin would always groan when I would comment on when the guys would take off their shirts "What? I'm a teenage girl who has the hots for hot wolf guys, get used to it" he shoves me, but I ignore it. "The only guy you should have the hots for is Justin Drew Bieber" I turn around and laugh. He pouts.

"I've got to go, but I'll see you tomorrow at school?" before he left I pulled him back "Wait! If you see me and Lucas kissing, please don't be mad or think anything of it okay? I'm going to dump him tomorrow after school" he nods.

"And I'll break it easy to Selena" he smiles and I peck his cheek. After he leaves, Chris comes in with a smirk "What do you know?" I playfully roll my eyes he plops down next to me "Nothing more, just that you and Justin are in love, but secretly so that your boyfriend, Lucas, and his, Selena, won't know, but tomorrow after school you both will be single. Baby sister you are in some shit, tell me how it goes when you get home" he gets up and was about to close the door but he called after me. I look up and only to get hit on the head by an Iphone5s, I smile at him as a silent thanks.

1 month later

So you might think that Justin and I are happy together since that mini plan that we had that night, right?

Well sadly you are wrong; we've decided to just end it. For the both of us, I guess we just weren't meant to be, yes for the first 2 weeks I was crying my eyes out but I soon got over it, and I'm happy with Lucas, and Justin is happy with Selena.

And did I mention me staring on The Fosters with Jake, yah the week after he was gone, he asked if I wanted a part in the show and I gladly took it. I had to say that it was kind of awkward having the role as Maria, so she and Jake are with broken hearts in a party but end up hooking up, the next episode just came out last night and I'm so excited that I get to be a part of it. But next month is that last month of school then off to the summer tour everyone's talking about.

I was currently in lunch with Heaven and Scarlett, "So, how's the Fosters crew?" "They are all very nice, but I'm going to quit, because of you know" they both nod, "isn't it going to be a little weird with Justin around?" I shrug "Not really" but my mind was screaming 'Yes very weird!'

I saw Justin looking this way and we only had a 5 second moment but I quickly looked down at my fries. I would be lying if I said I didn't love Justin, I really would!

I was walking to advanced science, and yes Justin is in that class. We are still working on the project but just 10% of it isn't done. I sat in my back row seat and colored stars in my notebook while Mr. Menendez talked about things I already knew.

I saw a note on my paper, it was from Justin, and it read:

My mom is on a business trip, be by my place around 9?

-Justin

I look over at him with a smirk, when the bell rings. I rode with Lucas on his motorcycle to my place I kiss him a goodbye and watched him leave. I jumped in my car and drove over to Justin's he opened the door with just boxers. I kicked off my shoes and dropped my bag at the door; I skip to Justin's room and close the door behind me.

Justin pushes me on the bed peeling my clothing off, leaving me nude. "Did you miss me?" he whispers, I moan in response. Through the night were screams, groaning and moaning. "I hate you" I say as he fastens his pace, "I hate you more" he shoves more in and I scream out in pain. When we were done I wash off, and after, he does.

"Ready for round 2, babe?" I harshly push him onto the bed and crawl on top of him "I don't know, I'm still a little turned on?" I say teasing. "You are such a tease" he smiles showing teeth, without warning he rides. "Justin!" I yell so loud I bet the house next to us heard, "Damn that was hot" he smirks, he does it slower.

"Are you teasing? Asshole" I slap the side of his head, I change our position and climb off, starting to get dressed, Justin holds his weight on his elbows and looks at me cover up while licking his lips.

Before I left I said "Justin, this is that last time, okay? And I mean it. The tour is going to start and I don't want to get used to this, because for senior year, I'm not taking your shit." Before I left he holds onto my wrist, he examines my bruises and looks at me with dark eyes "I'm going to kill that f*cking bastard" "No, Justin, I'm okay, honest" I say trying to calm him.

"No! He's been doing this for a month Angie! Soon, you won't even be able to walk, and I know that we aren't together but, it doesn't mean that I can't protect you" I try to push away but he's too strong. "I've got to go" "no, I know you to well. Your going over to his house aren't you?" I look down in shame.

"You're sleeping here tonight" I give him a look, "You aren't my father" he carries me to his bed but I still try to escape, he wraps his arms around my small body until I grew tired and gave up. I got a text from Lucas:

Where are you?

I hesitate to text back, knowing Justin is looking:

I'm studying for a test, sorry I can't make it

No worry's love. Because I should be the one saying sorry, until next time.

I feel tears running down my cheeks, I'm so scared, and my body and hands were shaking. He's going to kill me; I cry and cry into Justin's arm, it's been so long. "Angie, please stop crying, he won't lay a finger on you, I promise" I pull away and look at him "We aren't together, wouldn't people be suspicious"

"Yah, but I don't give a crap. Together or not, I will always be here to protect you" he kisses my forehead, I hug him, I then felt loved, finally I haven't felt like this in a while.

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