Lost in love

12. The morning after

12. The morning after

                                         Lost in Love

(Best song for this chapter has to be; Stay with me by Sam Smith)

 

I woke up to a hard breathing noise, I slowly try to get away from Justin’s arms but fail from poor strength. I decided to just wait until he wakes up, and think about last night, the only thing that I could honestly think about myself is one word, you slut!

It’s true, I mean I’m supposed to have feeling for Lucas, not my ex Justin. I’m supposed to be getting over Justin, and he also has a girlfriend! I start smacking myself with the palm of my hand repeatedly, until I felt a large hand stop me, he turned to face me, I then noticed that I was only in my underwear and Justin was only in his boxers. Yup! Definite slut! I’m so ashamed.

But it was only a favor and it’s not like you guys went any further than fully naked

No, but this is bad!

How?! You guys didn’t even have sex!

No, that worst part is that, I enjoyed the pleasure he gave me, naked or not I felt … love.

No! Snap out of it Angie! You have Lucas!

But we aren’t really dating, we just made out and talk, he hasn’t even asked me the question!

And when Lucas tried to give me “you know”, it didn’t feel like what Justin and I had in less than 20 minutes!

“Justin?” his eyes were already focused on me, but I didn’t have the guts to look at him at the moment. “Did you feel, you know, any spark last night?” before he could answer I cut in again “You know what, just forget I even asked that, I’ll be leaving” I get up but to only be pulled back down. We finally made eye contact “Yes, but guys don’t really all it that Angie” he smiles, I’m glad he’s being nice, and not a jerk who would just kick me out the morning after.

I look at him with a face full of confusion “Than what do you call it?” his hand laid on my cheek as he leaned in close to my ear “I call it love” he softly whispers, his hot breath hitting my neck, causing a quick gasp to leave my lips.

“I think it cute when you gasp like that” he chuckles; I blush and hide my face in the crook of his neck. A swift of home sent then hit me, I cuddled harder on him and tangled our legs. “What does love feel like?” I say against his chest, making my words come out as faint mumbles, “I’ll show you” he kisses my forehead.

The rest of it felt like I was in pure heaven, it wasn’t as painful as I thought it was going to be, it was just love, I felt loved.

So we were in the same position that we were before, “How are you feeling?” his thumb slowly creasing my bare shoulder I slightly shrug. “Was it painful?” he asked, I shook my head. “It was perfect” I smile and bury my head on against his chest were a cross tattoo was seen, I trace the outlining with the tip of my finger; while Justin plays with my other hand.