Don't you realize how much pain you've caused. The pain you're causing is causing her to act out. She's sad, depressed, hurt. There are so many words to describe her. Everyone just see's those fake emotions that she puts out. She doesn't want them to know so she masks it. She's "happy", but on the inside she's dead and lifeless. I don't want to be here. I am her and she is me. We work as a team for the same side. People say I know what it's like. You don't! Everyone is different. No matter how much we try to be the same, something always holds it back. She's lifeless. Her life is gone, never to return. Will she ever be happy? She asks that question everyday and always gets the same answer. No...
