The education system is so messed up nowadays. In highschool, no one really cares about it. All we care about is just turning the assignment in and passing the class with a semi decent grade. Currently the ACT is on Wednesday, about 3 days away. I took a practice exam and only did about 18 questions for english, but only got two right. I just felt my whole world come crashing down. I started crying, thinking that my life was over. That I wouldn't ever get accepted into a decent college, not get to prove to my mom that she raised me the right way. I want to be a photographer and open a small business and succeed so bad in LA or somewhere in the California area. School has my brain so messed up now, that I have no idea what to do. I wake up about 6am and leave for school at 7am, I get home about 4:30 because my mom works and can't get me until then. By the time I settle at home it's 5, so I have about an hour and a half to do some homework until dinner. Dinner usually lasts till about 7:30, then if I want to get decent sleep and shower I need to get that started by 8. The whole school system has my life messed up. I never have time to actually slow down and breathe and prepare for anything, even the ACT. I'm sorry for this rant, I just really needed to get this stuff of my chest.
Much love, K
Kenz.
