My Bestfriend's Diary

chapter 2

I shouldn't have read it but I am glad I did , because it changed my life for the better.

So due to the curiosity burning inside of me , I took the diary out. The dairy was black in colour and on the cover the word " Notebook " was written in silver.

I remember this diary from Miss geeky's brithday when she tried to hide it from me. I didn't know she was using it as a diary but thought she was hiding it from me so I wouldn't copy her work. Guess , I was wrong.

I tried to open the diary but their was a number lock.

I thought for a while and tried complex combination like :

5 4 3 2 1

2 1 2 1 2

3 1 3 1 3

But none of them worked . I was about to give up but I gave one last try. I slowly kept the numbers in the most simplest order:

0 1 2 3 4

And it opened. Miss geeky wasn't so intelligent as I thought. As I opened the diary a thought came to me ," Why do girls keep diary , just so others can find out their secrets."

Chuckling at that thought I opened the diary . The first page was blank . But the second page, oh my --

I never thought ....... but how could she ....... hide her real feelings for so long.

On the second page my name was written all over the page inside small hearts.

I have never thought of her like that. I couldn't read as shock had paralyzed me from turning the pages of the diary.

So I closed it and kept it the way it was.

I got out of the room thinking deep thoughts.

She was there for me in the most crucial times of my life.

She was their for me when my father died and got me out of that miserable time.

She helped me when my mother almost got married.

And she was there when I was losing control of my hard feelings and many other times, she stayed along with me to support me.

She is my best friend and the only friend that has been with me through the upside down of life.

So I decided to talk to her tonight.

And as Tony was staying out , it would be the perfect time to ask her.

I waited for her to come home.

Why couldn't I feel the same way like she did? After all she and Tony were the only ones with me through the toughest times and she was the one who made me feel better about everything.

I had caught her staring at me few times but I felt that I was handsome as many girls in high school used to stare at me.

So I didn't take it seriously . But it had come so far , how could I not realize it ? I mean come on , I am her best friend. I am supposed to know these things.

I had waited for her for hours, where could have that girl gone?

I heard a knock on the door and quickly ran off to open it.

I saw miss geeky standing in front of me but she was not standing alone.

Their was a guy beside her and the look in her eye told me that this was her 2nd boyfriend , her new mister perfect.

What is up with this girl?

In her diary she writes my name with these love signs but comes home with some other guy.

I was really confused.

I thought of letting this matter go.

I was introduced to her new "mister perfect " David .

Guess what , he was also going to Harvard. Mr Harvard , was clearly her type of guy.

Now I was sure of letting this matter go . It was obviously a joke , I mean come on , How could she like a spoiled brat like me?

When she could have someone who was just like her ( The Harvard Guy).

Mr and Mrs Harvard , made for each other.

Yuck , this thought was going to make me puke.

But I got a feeling inside of me which made my heart fell really heavy.

Must have been the sickness coming again but something inside of me told me it was jealousy.

But I ignored that feeling.

Cause , why would I be jealous?

I mean I could get any girl I wanted , and why would I want Miss geeky?

I needed to clear my head , so I went out for a drive.

Miss geeky and David were getting closer and closer day by day and I have no idea why that thought has been bugging me so bad. And I have been angrier and angrier.

"Breath in , breathe out," I repeated these word to myself. My counselor told me it would help to bring the anger out and get it down .

And maybe it could help me get the heaviness out of my heart.

It was Friday night and miss geeky was getting ready to go out with guy.

I feel like that guy in that freaking Korean drama that she made me watch ( very torturous evening)

The guy who doesn't care when the girl's around but gets jealous when she is with another guy.

I was watching "Transformers " with Tony.

I heard miss geeky open the door.

We didn't turn around to look at her but I really wanted to.

But pretended like I did not.

She called out " Guys , how do I look?"

I turned around to look at her.

And I was blown away.