Doll Perfect (2)

Chap 5

Dear diary,

I am disobeying mom by still writing to you. I don't like puberty. It wasn't a nice feeling. I always feel angry and sad for ridiculous reasons.

Soon I will be send to training. Mom had told me to pack my clothes and to burn all my story books and toys. She said that I must not have any attachment for anything. Yesterday I had burnt all my paintings and childhood toys. That includes Mr Teddy, he is a huge teddy bear I received from my great grandmother. Great grandmother was nice. She wasn't as harsh as both mom and grandmother.

But yesterday I watched as mom tossed Mr Teddy into the fire. She said that it was nothing but cloth and cotton. I didn't cry. I don't dare cry I front of mom. And I could felt grandmother monitoring my expression.

And today I burnt all my storybooks. But I couldn't seem to be able to burn you diary.

I hope that they didn't notice that I am malfunctioning. I must be careful and keep you well hidden.

I must find a way to destroy you before I die.

I hope that no human will find you diary.

Danielle.