Bettering myself for myself and other's as well, I started therapy, so I can work on my trust, happiness, and plenty more, I gotta work on getting over my parent's situation.
"Hello, Ms.Williams, what brought you in today ?" Dr.lopez asked
"Well I came for help "
"With what? "
"Well I have a trusting problem, my past seems to always come and hunt me, while I was younger my parents seem like they never cared for me, I grew up on my own, after my graduation I came home to packed bags and them telling me to get out, in reality, I was going to leave anyway" I spoke reminiscing "I always thought I was the cause, that I wasn't good enough for them because my grown-ass brother is still living there, I suffer from depression where I just overwork myself and block the world out, it got so bad that I ended up fainting one day due to me barely eating, "I said
"You gotta start by forgiving your parents, I understand you may not want to but you gonna have to so you will be able to progress, are you currently in a relationship? " I smiled thinking about profit
"Yes I am, I somewhat trust him I don't know "I shrugged not sure, I wanna trust him been than I'm unsure.
"Listen, sweety, I want you to go and speak to your parents before our next season, hear them out and see what they have to say before anything, we're starting from the past then we go work our way to the present okay? "
"Okay thanks, Doc See you next week " I got up grabbing my stuff and making my way out.
Many thoughts raced through my head as I thought of many reasons why my parents did that to me, I understand it was time to leave I was old enough, good thing I bust my ass working all those hours at Walmart and the club so I have more than enough money to get an apartment, I barely even slept, my mindset was stuck on the hustle and grind, sleep is for the rich, I'm nowhere near rich.
My phone ringing knocked me out my train of thought ,looking at the screen as HeadAche flashed across the screen
"Wassup boo " I answered grinning from ear to ear
"Nothing, how did it go ?" He asked
"It was good she wants me to go talk to my parents before our next session "I replied
"Where you at ?"
"At this chicken place on 22nd "i got out the car and headed inside seeing that it was packed, the whole time i was in line i was on the phone with him, talking about absolutely nothing "I'm gonna call you back "I said as it was my time to order "may I have 2 dinner specials, 1 with Barbeque chicken the other with jerk , a fruit punch and an ice tea "
"Do that complete your order? "She asked
"Yes "
"$13.65" I handed her $20 and told her to keep the change, I decided on getting profit something to eat cause knowing him he probably only Drunk a water and sat at the trap all-day
Profit
As I was sitting in my office counting money, somebody knocked on the door
"Come in," I said I'm not a loud person I talk low only time you will hear me yell if I'm furious.
"Hey baby" she walked in wearing this tight ass skirt with a button-up and her high heels, in her hand was her clutch and food
"Here man "tj walked through the door with 2drinks "my girl never bring me food " he serious tamia don't bring him food cause she hates coming here
"Boy bye, lock the door on your way out" she smiled
"Nasty asses " he frowned.
"So did you eat today? " she asked
London
He shook his head no as he eyed my titties and was trailing his hand up and down my thigh
"You don't need to wear this anymore, take off your heals," he said "stand up "after I took off my heels I stood up as he eyed me up and down, pulling down my skirt and unbuttoning my shirt revealing my pink panty and bra set, he set me on the desk spreading my leg's wide open, as he pushed my panties to the side, he bent down licking on my other set of lips
"Fuck "I whispered out, right now I don't want head I want him inside me, before he could finish I pushed him back on the seat, sliding off my panties and unbuckling his pants, pulling it out I smirked sliding on it slowly
"Ohhhhh fuck "I moaned out, before I could continue he rammed the rest inside me leaving me in a daze
"Now ride it," he said smacking my ass, I grind on it nice and slow, knowing he hates that "man stop playing "I laughed knowing he trying hurry and nut " fuck it you playing " he lifts both of us sitting me back on the desk and rammed inside me again with full force, having me feel every inch of him. It
"Mhmm fffff-uck "I moaned out, profit knew exactly what to do, and every detail of it, how to hit it, what makes It cum, everything.
He lifts me, turning me around before bending me over the desk and hitting it from the back, a few more strokes and I was about ready to cum again
"Iiimmm cumming" I cried out
"Hold it," he said speeding up "let it out " after a few more strokes we came together. I plopped down on the desk out of breath, "bending over like that you bout ready for round 2 "he laughed
"Oh no she needs a break, "I said putting on my clothes slowly after I was done freshening up I laid down on his couch about ready to take a nap.
Profit
I let her lay down for a little bit as I freshened up and straighten up my office, she was peacefully sleeping I didn't want to wake up but I had too
"Aye ma let's go, "I said rubbing her back, she sat up still with her eyes closed
"Carry me, please baby "she pouted, she can be a big baby, but she is my big baby and I love everything about her, and I can honestly say I wanna be with her for the rest of my life, she met ma and pops a couple of times and they love her especially Niya and Miya, I put her through so much shit I'm surprised she even gave me chance after chance, I gotta be the luckiest man alive to have somebody like her on my side.
London
I debated on when to speak to my parents, my next session is in 2days and I have been procrastinating all week, as I was thinking I slowly approach my old neighborhood where my parent's stay, I said a silent prayer then made my way towards the door, taking a deep breath I knock. I was nervous as fuck before I can reconsider my older brother open the door giving me a crooked smile
"Wassup london " he smiled, eyeing my body down
"Rasheed, where ma and pops "I Asked
"MA, POPS! " He yelled walking inside the house, it smelled so bad like something was dead, I got a weird feeling in my stomach so I texted profit and told him to come.
"Where are they ?" I asked as I stood only 5foot steps away from the door
"Well listen here those ain't yo real parent's you was adopted at birth, you didn't mean shit to us, but anyway, I remember sneaking in your room and you let me get a little taste," he said walking closer "let me get another taste "he grabbed me by my neck, slinging me towards the front door, I was not finna go out without a fight, tripping over the couch he manages to put all his weight on me, trying to rip off my pants I kicked him in his stomach.
"Stupid bitch " he said slapping me then snatching me up by my hair, I wasn't leaving without a fight, before he can lay another finger on me , profit bust through the door, sending Rasheed in a shock it wasn't no talking he automatically beat his ass on sight
"I'm not going even kill yo bitch ass but let me catch you anywhere near her, I'm going end yo life," he said getting up "what's that smell? " profit asked with a disgusted look
"I don't know but let's go, "I said getting up, I'm so happy I listened to my gut and texted profit as soon as possible.
