Just when I thought I had nothing left well something comes up..
So in the beginning of new school year and such my middle school friends and I decided to go to Carls Jr but that failed so I went to Perrys with only two people. Bla bla bla that's not the point of this.
So before going to Perry's my friend and I were at the park. We were minding our own business and ladalda. There was this "ice cream" man (he had much more than ice cream like chips, soda, candy etc.) My friend and I bought something to drink and we were well on our way to the middle school. Only to be stopped by an asian looking dude. Why I say he looks asian? He wasn't asian at all. He talked spanish and I might as well translate what he told my friend and I.
What are you girls doing here?
My friend responded mostly because I was too afraid to answer.
Waiting for our friends.
Do you need a ride?
No.
Are you sure we can ride around the block. Come on I'll give you a ride.
No thank you.
The school might be far let me give you a ride.
No the school is actually one street down.
Let me just give you a ride.
No we are leaving goodbye
And with that we left. But the guy kept staring so we had to run across the park and to the houses nearby. What was really the point of this?
So the school I go to. I hang out with my friends and such in lunch. Most seniors most juniors. There is this tall white boy his name is Josh. And this happens a lot and it makes me scared or uncomfortable or even flushed. Anytime I sit across from him he stares at me and when I look at him he looks at something else and trys to play it off. If we sat by each other he does the same. I don't really have a phobia of staring but it just freaks me out a lot. Same with standing. I mostly stand for the rest of the lunch time because the table we are normally at has 4 chairs. (We could sit at another table butttt it's a hang out place and yeah)
Standing makes it more awkward since he looks down at me. Since I am short and all. You know instead of not saying anything I should really tell him. Then again I'm a nervous wreck..
