The First Time

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"V-Vincent?"

Scott was panting, his face red, contrasting nicely with Vincent's own deep purple shade. The lights had long since gone out throughout the hospital, but that didn't stop the activity in Vincent's room.

"Yes, hot stuff~?"

"You're getting out of here soon, right?"

"Weird question to ask in the middle of us making out. Yes, actually, I'm out in a few days. Why? I guess you didn't imagine your first time would be in a hospital either, eh?"

"Vince, it's not that, it's just... I-I'm worried."

"Oh honey..." He wriggled out from under Scott's hips and sat up on the bed. "Worried about what?"

"Y-you..."

"Oh... Scotty..." He put his head on Scott's chest, sighing. "I'm not gonna do this again..."

"How do I know that? How do you know that?"

"... I don't, but..."

"I-I'm so worried, though! I-I don't want you to die! But I don't want this to be about me... I-I mean, you tried to kill yourself! You're here, in the hospital, in pain, and I'm just talking about how I feel!"

Vincent sighed and held Scott close. He'd never wanted his actions to make anyone an emotional wreck like this. He just wanted to be free from pain and rejection...

"Scott... I love you... and I don't know what else to say but that... I-I didn't want this to happen..."

They were eventually both sobbing, and within minutes they were sleeping, having cried themselves to sleep in each other's arms.

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