Colors - l.h.

8. pastel blue

Journal Entry #8

11/17/15

today i saw michael at the library.

i panicked because i had forgotten my sweater at home, my cuts were clearly visible.

i frantically shoved my hands into the pockets of my jeans.

he detected that something was wrong.

i tried to play it off.

he only gave me a worried look and said nothing more.

he pulled out his phone and gave it to me.

we exchanged numbers.

when i got home i looked him up on all of the social media accounts i had.

i didn't follow him of course, he'd think i was weird.

i looked at the pictures he posted.

there was a girl with blonde hair and pastel blue eyes.

pastel blue eyes like mine.

only her's were more lively.

she kissed michael in one of the photos.

he kissed back.

they were happy.

and quite frankly i wasn't.

i cried.

for a long time.

the voices started again.