Chapter 12

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Louis P.O.V

I was walking back to my hotel, cameras flashing at me from every angle, I was holding someones hand loosely, them trailing behind me as we walked through all the papparazzi. I looked back and saw a tall, thin girl with brown hair.

"Eleanor! Louis! Over here!"

"Rumours say you're engaged! Is that true?"

"Excited for Four to come out, Louis?"

We finally made it into the hotel, I said goodbye to Eleanor and went into the elevator feeling angry for some reason. I grabbed my phone out of my pocket which was a smaller version of the one I have now, I unlocked the phone by typing 2809 and checked a message from Lottie, locking my phone as the elevator doors reopened and I walked into my hotel room, slamming the door shut behind me as I let out a frustrated scream, falling onto the bed.

"You alright, Lou?"

I woke up suddenly, feeling uneasy from the dream.

"You alright, Lou?" I heard the same voice from my dream, except this time it was real, Harry was standing at the door. "I heard you scream."

"Yeah, just had a weird dream, thats all, or memory, I don't even know," I replied.

"Wanna talk about it?" Harry asked stepping into the room.

I nodded and moved over, patting on the side of the bed, motioning for him to sit.

"Did I have a girlfriend, Harry?" I asked, thinking about the brunette in my dream.

"Uh, when?" He replied.

"Since we've been popular, I guess. I had a dream I was walking into this hotel and there was heaps of paps and this girl with brown hair was trailing behind me, holding my hand. I think they called her Eleanor?" I explained.

"Ah, Eleanor, she wasn't, you're not, um, I don't know what to say," Harry started.

"We broke up?" I asked, confused.

"Look, I'm pretty tired, I'm gonna go back to sleep we can talk about this in the morning," Harry said, looking at the ground, in the dark room. I watched him stand up and leave, confused as he had been the one asking to talk about it but laid back and went to sleep once again.

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Harry's P.O.V

I walked back into the lounge room, shoulders slumped over in defeat and laid down on the couch.

Why is this happening? Why would Louis remember Eleanor and not me? They weren't even together.

I screamt into my pillow, tears brimming my eyes.

What had I done to deserve this?

Why would Louis remember the girl who hid our relationship?

I knew exactly what day he was talking about in his dream, it was at the end of 2014 when Eleanor and him were walking back to the hotel.

The scream he let out that woke me up was exactly the same as the one I heard that day.

I walked out of the bathroom into the hotel's bedroom and sat beside him on the bed as he looked up at me with sad eyes.

"You alright, Lou?" I asked.

"Why do they make me be with her, Haz?" He said, brokenly. "Why can't it be us out there? They said there's rumours that me and Eleanor are engaged! I don't even understand where they get that from, I just want to be with you, only you."

"It's okay, its okay," I positioned his head to lay in my lap, looking down at him, "It'll all be over soon, then we can be together in public," I reassured him, brushing his fringe out of his eyes.

"But what if after Eleanor, they give me someone new? What if they make you date someone, I couldn't handle that! I'd never let that happen to you," He whispered, a few tears falling from his eyes. "I love you so much, Harry, so much," He finished.

"I love you too, baby, so much." I replied, the 'so much' being a thing we'd done for years. I leant down and pressed a gentle kiss on his lips. "I would never let anything between us, Lou."

The memory of that day made me miss Louis even more, I was now sobbing uncontrollably, holding my pillow to my chest wishing it was a someone rather than something.

I wish he'd remember me, remember us.

I fell asleep with tears falling from my eyes.

I fell asleep crying less but not feeling any less pain.

I fell asleep with the love of my life on my mind.

Now, I was asleep with a smile, dreaming of Louis.

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poor bby hazza

louis' remembering things now so that's good i guess but not the things he should be remembering so fuck.

i'm reading Escapade so gtg

10/10 would recommend

oops, i mean

dont read that

read this

shit im bad at this

k bye

xoxo

emza


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