i love you so much and i want you forever and i need you.
but i fucking hate you and you hurt me.
but i need you and i want to be with you.
but you hurt me and made me cry in front of your friends and left me there.
i can't lose you ill lose my self.
but i have to do something can i can't keep hurt my self.
you have done so much for me and i don't know what to say or do.
but I'm done i want to say fuck you and walk away.
but if i do ill lose everything i work for and ill end up losing so much.
but its better if i say fuck it and walk away.
im lost in thought and i don't know what to do, i love you but i can't be my self you don't accept the real me the girl i am you have changed me and people have noticed, i can't live like this in 2 parts of one mind.
