x Kaneki .

Repeated •Kaneki•

This contains • Swearing • Cutting • Things like that..don't read if you don't like things like this in a book.

"GET OUT" throwing things at Kaneki I screamed and begged for him to leave.

"ASSHOLE" sobbing and crying out, he just stood there with wide eyes..yeah..he found out, again.

"F-F/n..please calm d-down.." Trying to reach for my cut arm, I flinched and pulled away..

I looked up at him tilting my head and asked

"Why are you still here..just..JUST GET OUT."  Collapsing on the floor I looked up at him and said something that I would have never said..

"leave..maybe if you were gone..I wouldn't have done this to my self" lifting my bruised and cut arm to show him.

Kaneki looked at you with tears in his once bright hues..

"I'm..so fucking sorry..f/n..I-" he didn't finish his sentence he left the apartment door..and then that's when I started to regret every piece of my life..and with that comes.. Of course, 'this'

Guilt
Sorrow
Empty
Lost
Im tired..I'm sleepy..
And most of all..I lost so many fucking things..because of... With wide eyes I ran to the bathroom slammed the door and opened the drawer, there my blade rested. Now why am I using this..  Looking at myself in the mirror I raised the blade and quickly cut my arm.. Now where was I? Remembering my thoughts I finished the last one..as bad as it was.... 'And most of all..I lost so many fucking things..because of..because of me.
Another cut, crying out in pain I just kept Doing it. Doing another one, I didn't feel it.."Am I finally numb.." I looked at my wrist to see it wasn't mine..
Looking at a crying Kaneki I stepped back and looked at his wrist, he just smiled..

"It's okay..it was worth it.."

I gripped my head and started mumbling

"No..no..n-no" Choking on a sob (lmao (; what else JK JK OOPS)

I felt a pair of arms on my frail body..

"Let's go to sleep..okay?"

I looked at him and nodded..

"And bandage that too."

I sighed and nodded my head once again.

Walking hand in hand I forgot..that is the best thing I do.

Maybe if  this was the first time this has happened..you wouldn't have been so experienced, but I see you can fix the broken..but can you feel my heart?

OH I JUST USED BRING ME THE HORIZON SHIIIIIIIIIIT (::::: sorry if it was depressing lol I've been in an 'ugly' mood •3• but next one I'll try to make it at least a little happy.