x Kaneki .

Kaneki•Sad• leave and dont turn around

"I'm leaving anteiku" Kaneki's words were full of venom .. And sorrow? "Stop joking around .." f/n I'm not joking , I'm serious"S-shut up Kaneki .." You giggled nervously.Kaneki sighed .. I hate to leave you f/n , but I need to do this , I can't just stay here my whole life ..." With those words , I physically and emotionally broke down.."B-but You have everything here ...Is it me?!" Kaneki was about to say something when you cut him off.. Wait just .. stop I won't hold you back from this...I don't need you.. with that you turn around sniffling and puffing,a hand suddenly comes to you wrist and holds you back.. there was also a hand on your mouth.."I really do love you f/n..more than anything..more than the sweetest meat or flesh I could ever have.. " hearing those words made you start crying ..your heart told you to tell him to stay with you..And hug him,your mind had something different in plan though."Just leave..and don't turn around . " your face was straight ..But your heart wasn't ...any second now you just wanted to burst out crying you truly didn't want him to go .. you needed to see him .. " I understand..that will not keep me away from you though .." he smiled..and hugged you .."Ka- I love you f/n I always will ..Look this way please..for me.." Kaneki sounded shaky but I did as he pleaded .. "thank you.." He said .. "O-Ofcourse" I heard footsteps slowly fading.."Ken?are you done?" I didn't hear anything the footsteps turned into wind..when I turned around I wasn't the one to see him go off...He was the one to see me.. "I'll just leave ..and won't turn around.."