Brotherly Love

Eight

Phil has been teaching me to speak again. He has such patience with me and gives me breaks when I need it. "D-An." He pronounces softly, playing with my hair. We are on the couch cuddling, with the TV on in the background. I let out a squeak and close my eyes. "Dan, don't get frustrated." Phil whispers. "D-An." I whimper at his attempt. "De-An." He smiles down at me. "That's so close baby. You're doing amazing." I blush and look away. He giggles and pecks my temple. "Try it again." His voice is almost a whisper. "D-An." He grins. "Perfect." He bends his head and kisses me deeply.

I grip his black locks and kiss back. He always gives me a long kiss when I learn a new word/name again. His tongue runs along my lip as he moans and I squeak, jumping away from him. "Okay, Dan. I'm sorry that went way too far. Come here." I shake my head. "Dan, precious- I'm sorry. I miss our kisses- it slipped my mind. I'm not going to do it again." He gets up making me rush back, knocking into Martyn. He catches me and he looks at Phil. "Phil back up, Dans heart is racing in panic." He looks at us in confusion and concern.

"I-I scared him. Oh my God- he's terrified." Adrian stands by him. "And you aren't running anywhere- both of you sit down." I sit away from Phil and he hides his face in his hands. "What scared Dan?" Martyn asks softly. "When I kissed him for being able to say his name." I hear him mumble into his hands. "He always is fine with that why is he scared now." Phil groans. "I got carried away okay? His tongue accidentally kept touching my lip gently that I couldn't help but run my tongue over his lip with a moan."

I blush- I didn't mean to touch his lip with my tongue. I didn't even notice. "Dan, you know Phil won't try anything funny right? He really loves you." I nod and whimper. "Then why are you so scared?" I shake my head and start to cry. "No, Dan." Adrian hugs me and Martyn stands to give me a hug too. Adrian whispers something to Phil before they back off. "Dan- t-those nightmares- are they about me?" His voice is strained and I nod. He gets up quickly and runs into our room, slamming the door shut.

•Smutty smut smut•

I whimper and slowly approach the room. "It's okay, go in- it'll calm him down." I go in slowly, approaching Phil who is hunched over on the desk. I wrap my arms around his waist and rest my forehead on his shoulder blades. He tenses as my hand makes its way up the front of his shirt. I feel along his stomach and he moans, shaking. "Dan, please stop." He whimpers. I run my thumb over his hard nipple and his nails dig into the wood of the desk.

His breathing picks up as I lift his shirt. I get it off him without him turning around. I think it might me the face to face contact that makes me panic. I gently feel along his skin and he grips my hand, bringing it downwards. He moans and lets go at his belt. I blindly undo his belt and jean button, before slipping my hand in his pants. He moans loudly, bucking his hips into my hand. "Shh.." I shush and fiddle with his boxer waistband. I shove my hand in and he gasps loudly. I grip his length and he cries out.

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I yawn softly, waking from my nap. Adrian is looking at me from the floor. "How's speech with Phil?" I shrug and sit up. I rub my eyes as he stands. "How's your own practice going?" I have been trying to learn certain words on my own. "O-Okay." I squeak and he smiles. He's so tall for his age. My little brother is gone- he's growing up way too quick for us. Adrian looks more like me than Phil or Martyn- like a small twin.

I don't like how he's growing up so fast. "Adrian? I'm going to help Dan with his speech but I know he likes it only the two of us." Adrian nods smiling. "Alright." He kisses the top of my head before leaving. Phil closes the door and sits beside me, pulling some maltesers from his sweater. "Let's do this." I giggle at his childish behavior making his bright blue eyes light up.