love and pain

chapter two

hey guys ....

im glad that i got so many reads in one night . i know the story is crappy so far and i will do my best to spice it up a bit . thnx for reading i appreciate it alot .

enjoy and if it sucks dont be afraid to tell me :) enjoy .

chapter two

i sat on my bed for hours now . orlando had locked me in my room after running away last night . he didnt want to risk me running off again .

'' arlina , my sweet girl , ive gotten you a present '' he said unlocking my door .  i didnt want a present from that beast . i bet i know what the present is anyway , some lingerie ... as if i need more than i had . he came in and sat on my bed beside me .

'' you were incredible last night and so you earned yourself a reward '' he said looking at my breasts . i was wearing a pink tank top that showed very little clivage , but now i guess it shows to much .

'' really ? '' i asked sadly .

'' dont sound sad sweet heart , of course you were great ... i enjoyed it most when we did a 69 '' he said smiling at me . i was disgusted . he enjoyed having oral sex with me the most ....nasty man !

'' so ... what did you get me '' i asked so softly that the almost didnt hear. he handed me a gift bag that had ' i love you ' written all over it in red . i took it slowly and openned it . i looked inside and found a teddy bear , a card and a giant lollipop and chocolates . then something caught my eye . it was a small jewelry box . i openned it and found a ring .

'' whats this ? '' i asked my voice horse from the tears i was trying to hold back .

'' i told you many times i love you and this ring proves it '' he whispered gently . he wrapped his arms around me and brought me closer to him . how can a man who has rapped and beaten me so many times say he loves me ? how can a man who has sold my body to numerous strangers say he loves me ? how can a man who robbed me of my innosence say he loves me ? tears rolled down my cheeks .

'' whats wrong my love ? '' he asked sounding like he cared .

'' nothing '' i said wipping the tears away .

'' dont you love me too ? '' he asked sounding hurt .

'' ofcourse i do '' i replied getting scared .

'' no you dont .. if you did you wouldnt be crying and youd be glad i got you the ring '' he said in angrier .

'' olando honey these are tears of joy ... i love the - ''

'' bitch !!!! '' he said slapping me . i began to scream . '' so you think i would spend my money in sending you to school , feeding you , buying you those designer clothes and i would get nothing in return . the world dosent work like that ... nothing is for nothing !!!! i spend money on you in return for you ... you belong to me !!!! is that clear ??!!!!!! '' he exploded .

'' y ye yes '' i stummered in tears .

he calmed down and sat next to me . '' im sorry sweet heart ... i didnt mean to shout . please forgive me '' he said sounding sincere but  i knew better . but i was to weak to take another beating so i simply said

'' i forgive you ''

'' i love you ''

'' i love you too '' i said and then he pressed his lips on mine .

god save me from this beast  , i said to myself as he began taking my clothes off .

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i walked into the beige and green hall of timpelton high . i was wearing a pink sun dress and pink wedges . my hair was loose and i had a pink side bag to match . orlando was rich and he did spend money on me , but it was all because i slept with him and he enjoyed himself . crystal was a cripple . she was involved in a bad car accident and lost the feeling in her legs . she was useless according to orlando . he couldnt sleep with a crippled woman , she couldnt have children and his mother hated her . i was like crystals replaced although she lived in the house . orlando had told me several times that i would be the mother of his children and once he had killed crystal i would be his wife . i felt guilty . although i was forced i felt bad that i was taking her husband away from her slowly . i made love to him and i had had no abortions so my womb was fine which meant i could bare orlando children although i didnt want to . i couldnt see myself escaping . my room had strong iron bars at the windows and orlando constanly locked the metal door which lead to my room . i was only free at school but i had no friends so i had no one to talk to .

i sat in my first period class . i looked out the window and wondered what it would be like to be an animal . to be free . yes i wanted a friend but i wanted freedom also .

'' yeahhhh heh look trent you gotta fight for us man !! fight for the mighty sharks !!! '' eric , one of the schools most popular boys and vice captain of the football team said to trent . trent was a tall , buff and sexy young man , with black eyes and indian like hair that was black and straight . he was captain of the football team .

'' looks guys you cant force me .. but since yourll begged so much ... fine ill fight '' trent said .

i had a crush on trent ever since elementry school but he never noticed me . i was in all his classes including gym but he never noticed me . i dont blame him , who would want a sex toy for a girl friend . i felt hurt at that thought . i turned away and looked out the window again . why was i sad ? ive never even spoken to the guy ?

*trents pov *

i looked near the window . '' damn ! '' i exclaimed .

'' whats wrong man ? '' eric  asked .

'' that girl by the window ... shes damn '' i said biting my lips . i felt some kind of pull to her . she was dressed all in pink , he eyes were filled with hurt and pain . i looked at her and felt horrible , i was selfish . here i am thinking of a way to get this girl in my bed and shes hurting . i walked over to her and sat in the chair beside her and stared . she turned and looked at me but i was caught off guard . i didnt turn in time and so she saw me staring and giggled. i turn back around to see her blushing . man she was cute ! i couldnt help but stare . '' hehehe '' she giggled feeling my eyes on her .

'' you can take a picture if you want '' she giggled .

'' no thanks i prefer the real thing '' i replied .

she looked at me and blushed even more . i felt my breathe being taken away .

'' trent '' i said extending my hand .

'' arlina '' she said taking it and then we felt it . it was like an electric shock between us and i liked it . she looked at our hands confused and then blushed pulling her hand away . i wanted to grab her hand back but i knew it would scare her . thats when my wolf growled '' MINE ALL MINE , MY MATE ''. i knew my wolf was right she was my mate . i looked at her and said '' so arlina tell me about yourself ''

okay ppl i know my ending is shitty ... i suck at endings but hey let me know what yourll think . this was just a summery from my head and since i rushed it and i cant spell all that good there are lots of spelling errors so plzzz dont be mad ... please give me feedback and i hope yourll enjoyed