Bullied By The Pack 'ThePack ff' {On Hold}

fourteen

(As i promised. A new chapter on a beautiful Sunday.)

Discusting.

Its been a week since Lachlan been asking for forgiveness, in frustration he kicked me. On the knee i broke.

I was actually warming up to him but hes all the same.

Rob figured out i worked at the Cafe and threw insults at me sometimes, using the number he now had

Preston Is still that flirty guy that sometimes goes over bored.

Jerome. He stood by and
never really bothered me at all. Just hanged with his friends being the goof he is.

Vikk, He kept his word to me and talked to me, backed off Mitch when he came near.

Now that little bastard Mitchell Donald Ralph Hughes. He never left me alone, poked me, insulted me, beat me every time he had a chance, but i never went down with out a fight.

Kadar. My little sweet brother is getting worse, He cant stand up anymore. No one knew about his condition. The cancer that went from his shoulder, into his lungs then to his stomach.

I knocked on the door gently and heard a small yet painful 'Come in'.

I opened the door and put on a smile. "Hey bud." I muttered and closed the door behind me.

"Oh, Hi Lexi." He said wincing softly. He looked so tired, sick.

"I got you a gift. I had to sneak it in." I smiled softly and went to hid bed side, taking my bag off carfully.

"T-t..." He started having a coughing fit and i rushed to get him water. His coughs sounded horrible as the air forced itself out of his weak body.

He took the water quickly and stopped coughing.

"Im so sorry Lexi." He said sadly and his tears stained his hollow cheeks.

"Dont be sweet heart, Here. You cant keep it here but ill take care of him until you get better." I smiled and took out the black cat out of my bag.

The green eyes memorized me for a second and i placed him onto the bed.

"Alexia... Hes so cute..." He said sickly and petted the animal softly.

"You can name him." I said and kissed his head.

"Hmm, Hard to choose." He then seen the white paws the cat had and giggled. "Boots..." He grinned.

"Boots?" I asked then smiled.

"Yeah. Boots is a good name for him." He started looking really tired and laid on the bed.

"I love you Alexia..." He whispered.

"Kadar, You okay?" I said and stood up. I brushed his hair out of his face and looked at the heart monitor.

I looked back at him and he seemed to be in a daze.

"Kadar?" I shook him gently and he didn't respond. Thats when i saw the blood.

"Doctor!" I yelled and picked up Boots.

"Kadar!" I screamed and the long beep went on.

The blood was falling down his jaw. The peace on his face.

"I love you too! Don't leave please!" I cried out and hugged him tightly. I felt the hands on me trying to pry me off.

"No!" I yelled and trashed around. "Kadar!" I felt the sadness hit me. "My brother! Thats my brother!"

"I love you too!"

"You cant die!"

"Kadar will wake up, he's just joking again!"

"He's not gone..."

"He's dead isn't he."

"Kadar, don't leave me like Mat did."

"Dont die..."

I cried as i took Boots home. They made me leave, told me to get some sleep because i needed it.

I looked at the cat as he looked up at me in curiosity. I held it closely and sobbed. I looked at the park.

Might as well swing to be cliché. I walked towards the swings bawling my eyes out.

Kadar isn't coming back. He's gone forever now.

The tears were a water fall.

He was so young, he will never experience his next birthday, his first car, going to college. His first love. His wedding day. He will never grow old.

He wont experience those wonderful things in life. He had to leave at such a young age.

I screamed bloodyy murder. "Fuck you death!" I cried out in pain and laid down onto the ground crying.

"I hate you cancer, i hate you death, i hate you life, i hate you people, I hate everything..." I sobbed out my sorrows. I heard foot steps and i sat up as quickly as possible. Then wiped my tears away and saw Lachlan.

"Hey, You alright?" He said and crouched down and looked into my eyes. His blue orbs looked like a ocean.

"Im fine..." I heard my sore throat crack and then felt the tears run down my face.

"Hey hey hey...its okay" I felt him hug me and thats when i started sobbing.

"Its far from okay... He's gone." I thought ad started feeling the sorrow again.

"The world i filthy and cruel. Life is only a sick game. I wish..." I stopped for a second. "I wish, i wish i could just die and forget about this sick earth."

"No you don't Alex. This life, this world is beautiful. More wonderful than you could ever imagine. You just didn't see the good in it yet." He muttered into my hair.

I feel so safe with him. The way he holds me, How he covers me. Just that serenity in his voice. It just put me at peace.

"I forgive you Lachlan..." I whispered and hugged him.