She's My Roomate

Death In A Sequence

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Aysia.

"I'm here for you of you need me, okay Siya?"

Even though Kaydie was just another girl to Siya , I could tell by the way she was looking that she probably felt the blame considering Kaydie was just here last night.

Siya probably felt if she wasn't as cruel as she was, Kaydie would have never been so reckless.
And even through my attempts of trying to persuade her otherwise .. She had a thick skull.

"And her parents, man , there probably all shaken and beat up about this. & you know , they probably hate me just as much as I hate myself right now."

"Siya just- just"
I thought.

Siya was way more dominant then me , personality wise.
And because she was grieving I didn't want to come off careless towards this situation.

"Siya , you can't beat yourself up about her. She had demons of her own, before and after you. & even though she was here last night, imagine if you would have acted as if you loved her as much as she loved you, what kind of lie you'd be living"

"She'd still be here"
Siya plainly responded ..

I didn't blame Siya, and I wouldn't at all try to force her to be happy when she wasn't .

I walked up to her and held her... Words weren't working .
And I'm sure she needed something other than a lecture.

She needed affection.

Siya.

I thought about pushing her off of me but her arms wrapped around me , sort of lifted the pain ,and if not all of it , most of it.

The sweet fragrance of blossoms and her curly hair smelling of ripe strawberries enhanced this experience.

And I needed that.