After school, I kept thinking about what Danny did...she..k-kissed me. That's the first time I've been...kissed....does she feel this way about me? I'm not the guy every likes....well....anymore. I went back to my classes and still got bullied for my damn twitching....they started calling me Ticci Toby. It hurt..but I didn't care, all I care about is Danny.
I walked home -alone- and people kept following me and calling me Ticci Toby again. I arrived home, I ran inside, and locked the door. I walked to the living room were my mom and dad were....but where's my sister. Mom was crying and dad was just staring at me. Mom got up and told me what happened to her....she died in a car accident. I ran to my room and slammed my door." THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING...NO..NO..." I fell to my knees.." no...." my own sister...dead, the only person who knew what I felt like...the person I trusted..."GOD DAMN IT" why the fuck was dad looking at me and not caring about her death..why was he not regretting what he...he...did to her, fucking yell in her face.
I went to bed crying....then he showed up...he said to me," Toby...I know this is a terrible week..but, I've been noticing some things..like....mental disorders.." I ignored him and went to sleep...with the sentence he said that was echoing in my mind," fine, ignore me...then regret it.."
I woke up..but I felt...strange. I got up and got dressed and then went to the kitchen. My dad was drunk and angry...he got up out of his chair...and slapped me, I couldn't feel it though...was this a...dream? I walked to the kitchen to get a drink of water..but my mom wasn't there...I'm confused and scared, so I went out the door, to the bus...same thing happened at school...but I didn't care....Danny...only thing...person on my mind...to be honest. I walked home and saw my mom at the front door...she walked up to me and said," I called a therapist...you're going to her, and tell her what's up...you've been acting...strange this week...your going to her next week." I nodded my head and walked inside. My father wasn't there, so I still went to my room and started to get my phone out and start playing music....and I closed my eyes...into a deep sleep." you know it's gonna happen Toby, your going to go to the therapist and she's going to hate you, and Danny...tsk...she'll think your crazy, insane..." Damn this voice...is it right? Or wrong? I woke up to a man....staring at me...I rubbed my eyes and he disappeared...like he was just a figment of imagination. I did the same routine but this time, my father was opening the front door and went up to me and punched me in the eye..I couldn't feel it -still- but I just took the bus and went to school. I arrived at school, talking to Danny and still twitching....I didn't understand why I was twitching..and why it came up all sudden.
Then it happened...I had a plan..to kill dad...WTF? What am I thinking...I'm not insane..." yes you are...you know you are" he's talking again...I hate it..I hate it, I hate it," I HATE IT!" I screamed my face drowned with sweat and Danny backed away from me...like I was...a monster. " Sorry.." I said, " it's fine.." she replied.
I walked Danny home and said goodbye to her....I feel like an idiot...screaming like that...damn it..what if she thinks I'm a manic..." DAMN IT".
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Ticci Toby
RandomA boy by the name of Toby, is going insane, he tells his mom whats going on but she says it's perfectly fine, or is it.... It could cause him to go to a mental hospital or worst..
