my childhood best friend

chapter 12

Jordan's POV
Its almost a week and that means I'm going back home. I'm not sure of leaving just yet yalissa has been pretty upset about something and she's not telling me. I hope she's okay....

Andy's POV
I don't even know how I feel right now. I guess I can say I like Juliet but my love for yalissa has never left even thoe I ignored her so much and hurts me knowing she is with Jordan. I know he will treat her right. Because I didn't...

Yalissas POV
I haven't talked to anyone I just stayed in bed haven't ate. I need to tell Jordan but one of my best friends need to be there with me which is kellin. So I texted him
Y: hey can you do me a big favor..
K: yes anything for you. What's up talk to kels
Y: well I want to tell Jordan but I need help and I was wondering if you can help me because I can't take it anymore its eating me..
K: yeah np be there in a few..
Y: thanks kels your the best
K: ya know it talk
I changed In to something clean : atl hoodie and black leggings with batman slippers. 3 mins later kellin was here. "Well I'll call Jordan over.." I said nervously.

Jordan's POV
My face lit up when j received a message from my princess
Y: hey jorjor do you think you can come over ...
J: yes princess anything for you
And she didn't reply. Jinxx gave me a ride to her house and made my way upstairs. "Hiya kellin" "hey Jordan" "were is she" "bathroom" "oh okay" "yeah but she wants to tell you something." Okay now I'm nervous I hope we aren't breaking up. "Hey jorjor." her eyes were red and puffy as if she's been crying "hey princess" "look jorjor I just want to say right please try not to get mad all though you have all rights" she said then kellin nodded at her. What's going on. "When I was still in the hospital.. After I was left alone with Andy.." Okay I'm a bit mad now but I'll here her out. "I umm... It wasn't his fault it was mine and I'm really sorry I just.. I don't know...kellin I can't say it..." She was crying really hard now. "Well what she was going to say was that she kissed him." My heart dropped a bit.. "I .... Don't know what to say..." I said speechless. "Don't just break up with me... I'm the slut of sluts.." I can't break up with I guess I can forgive her she did loose a bit memory and didn't really believe we were dating . "yalissa I'm not breaking up with you.. I am a bit upset but we're not perfect so let's put this behind us I'm not going to give up on our relationship I love you way to much." And with that she hugged me and still was sobbing.

Yalissas POV
I still feel disgusting. How can he still love a whore like me my mother was right. Kellin was walking out but before he did he looked at me and I mouthed thank you . he smiled and left. Me and Jordan sat on my bed and cuddled and drifted off to sleep.
*dream*
"Andy stop please." I started crying. I kept trying to push him off "if you keep moving it'll only get worse." "Andy stop please." "Begging won't work on me." He said.
*end of dream*
I woke up to Jordans voice "babe wake up." I hugged him. "You okay love you were kind pushing me and i fell off the bed and you were pouting and crying to." "Just a bad dream that's all..." I thought to my self. I need to tell Andy ...

Andy's POV
I was nagging out with Ronnie today we went to go get a drink after we went lazer tagging with Juliet and this girl he brought. I was having fun. We weren't to drunk just the type were we are being stupid/funny. I miss doing all of this. Ever since scout I only got super drunk till I didn't know what I was doing. "Hey Andy, want to come with us were going to a party." Ronnie asked. "Nah I'm going to pass. Juliet are you going or do you want me to take you home?" "I think I'll go with Ronnie if that's okay." "Yeah." She hugged me and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I walked to my car. Then I got a call "hello?" "Andy I want to ask you something but in person can you come over." "Sure."

Yalissas POV
I said bye to Jordan. He said he had to start packing since he was leaving in two days. I went out side waited for Andy. He soon pulled up to the drive way. We went to the living room. "Andy I uhh know it isn't true but I had a bad dream. We were on the tour bus and you were trying to..." I was cut off "I tried to rape you I know. It wasnt just a dream it did happen a whole back I was drunk but I can't use it as an excuse.." "Andy.. I uhh don't care its past and I just want to forget it okay..." "No yalisaa I can't live with the thought of me almost hurting you. I'm sorry I didn't tell you ...." "Andy please." "I can't I'm sorry" "so what your just going to leave like you did when we were 5." "THAT WASNT MY CHOICE OKAY! I DIDNT KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON. UNTIL LATER ON MY DAD TOLD ME THAT YOU'RE MOM THREATENED US TO LEAVE OR SHE WOULD HURT MY MOM." "I'm sorry Andy I'm a mess and a horrible person." I left running up stairs. And cried am an idiot. There was a faint knock "go away." "I'm sorry for yelling at you... Please let me in." I opened the door and he hugged me. "Yalissa I love you so fucking much and I meant it I just don't want to hurt you." "Well ignoring me won't help." "I know and your right I want to start fresh." "Okay." "I'm Andy." "Yalissa. Aren't you from bvb?" "Yes I am also happen to be your best friend." "Of course." "So you a fan" "no I hate those guys. Especially the front man." "Oh." "Jk I love them." "Well were going on tour soon." "That's great." We stayed up talking and then he left. And I finally went to sleep.

Sorry for the long wait I suck I know.