Hell is in my mind.
My own personalized hell.
Feelings of dread
because of things
that I cannot stop.
The knowledge that haunts me,
causes the dread that is engraved
in my heart,
that I know will never leave.
I know things that are overwhelming.
Someone help me, help me face all
that tortures me
day in and
day out.
Please stop the hell in
my head, please distract me until
the end.
Distract me
during my remaining
time.
Make it bearable
for me.
Help me see things anew,
for I have many things to
plan and decide.
Hell as such makes
life almost
unbearable.
I am trapted.
And cannot get out, for
there is no solution to my
troubles.
So distract me my friend,
distract me with
what time I have left,
because my decision is
almost made.
Help me, help myself,
to find the remaining answers I seek.
Dry my tears,
and numb my ache,
just for awhile.
Or until
the end.
