I want to die.
I want it all to go away.
To end.
To escape.
To watch the blood, red and thick,
drain from my viens.
To watch my insides bleed out
and dry like sand.
To feel the relieve as my light
gets fainter
and fainter.
For my mind to grow
fuzzy and dim as the pool about me
grows in beautiful
yet spectacular wonder.
At last I finally have my
longed for escape.
Be happy ones that
love me,
be happy that my
pain and torture have
finally ceased.
I have peace.
I have serenity.
So miss me none,
don't cry.
For my remaining tears have
ended as the last drop of scarlet
leaves me.
Love you all
I always will,
remember me as I portrayed
myself to be.
Remember me how I was in
my last fleeting moments of life;
care free and happy to finally be at peace.
