The Makeover

I Can't Tell You Why.

Running off stage made me look like more of a victim.

They called half time to MAgcon for a while, all while trying to pry into my room I didn't open it until I heard Kian's voice.

"Mace?" He said cautiously.

"Yea?" I looked up. "I'm sorry I look so shittty right now but please let me cry."

"No! NO! You look beautiful. Come here." He hugged me, "You've got to tell them."

I looked at him, "Kian..." I said barely audiable.

"I'm sorry."

Nine guys came around the corner of my bedroom. I turned into Kian's chest and hit him. "Why?. I asked myslf.

"What the hell did we do to you Madds?" Nash said to me

"Madds?" I shouted. It set me off I was raging. I stood, looking Nash straigt into his eyes. "WHat the fuck is wrong with you? How could you? 'I take care of my ssister. I helped look for her when she went missing.' Bullshit! You asshole! MOM FREAKNG KILLED HERSELF! Have you even seen her? I've watched all your youtube videos and vines and Instargam everytime you posted, tagged anything...never once have you mentioned me or Mom. Ever. I hate you! What the hell! 'what the hell did we do to you madds?' What did you do to me? Hmm. What did you do to me, exaclty...let me make a list...You KICKED ME PUNCHED ME! You slut! You whore! How does it feel Nash does it feel good? Ugly Bitch! Do you like it Nash how does it fucking feel? Answer me it doesnt feel good does it?/ Does it. Does it fucking feel good? WHat did I hurt your feelings? Did I? How about me! Whatt the fuck about me? It's all about the golden boys! And you!" I looked at Shawn. "I freaking loved you! All you had to do was say no. And then levae me the fuck alone." I was crying by now. "What the actual fucks!" U pushed Shawn against the wall, then I did it agin. and again, until Kian grabbed me by my wiast and pulled me away from Shawn and Nash. He pulled me out of my room. I yelled "I hope you all enjoy your fucking lives! Cause when your dead Hell is gonna be brutal!" Cameras flashed as I fought against Kian's grip.