The Makeover

Kian's in my bed. ALERT

             I cried...and cried...and cried.  I could not beilive I had to do this. I had to fucking sleep with a physcopath. I walked to the closet. Which was huge. And I finally looked at the room. It was perfect. It had a huge bed with beautiful blue sheets. And It was my dream room.  The makeup was in the corner.   ...............................................................................................

I stared into the mirror and breathed... I liked my makeup and outfit, (Shown above) I just wish it was diffrent circumstances. I pushed my boobs up again. Then I tried something. I opened my door. I heard screams. I think they were coming from downstairs. I went to go check it out but before I could Kian stepped in front of me. 

"What are you doing out here?" He asked forcefully.

"I'm- um..." I put my hands on his chest, "I just wanted to see you."

"Oh babygirl," He softened a bit, "Go lay back down."

"Can you come with me? I'm scared of the dark."

"Your a big girl you can handle the dark."

"I know it's just..Nash and his friends would pull me out of bed at night and hurt me."

"He won't bother you anymore. I promise." He held me in a hug. 

I took his hand. And then I saw Hayes run behind Kian. Towards the screams. 

     I kissed Kian. It was terrible. I hated it. It made me sick. I wanted to cry and scream. I wanted to push him off of me and beat him down. But I couldn't. Nathan needed me right now. 

            I held the kiss and pushed him onto the bed. "Kian, I know you love me. I know that now. I love you too baby. I know why you hit that car. And I know that only a person who cares would do such a thing. I just have one question."

He sat up with me straddling his waist. "What is it?"

"What did you mean when you said that Taylor took everything you had?"

"Taylor- Taylor- he kidnapped my last three girlfriends. At least I think. He always made jokes."

"I love you for protecting me." I said. 

"I love you too baby." He flipped me over. "Now let me show you." He kissed up and down my neck. Tears pricked my eyes. "What's wrong?" He asked.

"It's just really hard...after Taylor and Hayes. It's hard to be sexually interacted right now. Just be gentle." 

He nodded, "I understand baby. 

           We had sex. I hated every second of it. I wanted to kill myself the entire fucking time. I was wrong about what I said to Luke. Luke's dick was probaly better.

I sat on his lap and layed on his chest. Just to keep him down a little. He wrapped his arms around me and held me tight. But as he fell asleep his grip loosened. 

I stood, and tried to walk out the door, but he woke up, he sat up straight, the door was halfway open and my foot was out the door. I bolted. Damn heels. Yes I fell asleep in my heels. 

       HE was right behind me. Shit. Shit. Shit. I kept running the same way Hayes ran towards the screams. 

"Where the fuck are they?" I heard a girl scream. 

"I'm not going to fucking tell you!" I heard Nate's voice , then I heard him yell. Pure agony. 

         My hair was pulled back. "Where are you going! FUCKING HELL! I thought I could trust you!" He kept my hair in his hands and pulled me downstairs. "You want to know what's down here babygirl?"