Radioactive,Book:1

11:

Ivy's not doing well, she cries when others look at James and she doesn't like to sleep next to me as much as she use to,I'm the only one to ever notice which brings me to really worry about how She'll ever get by in this world. The night before we left for the bridge she was crying in her sleep. I rolled over into her sleeping bag And wrapped my arms around her, we layed there in silence for a while before she broke a coversation "so how you doing kid '? My arms shrug "honestly, I really don't know"she smiles "soon you'll see what you need to do and trust me it will happen ".her advice is the best and she's the best but sometimes I feel like she has problems. One time she freaked out over no more ice cream,but I swear that was just a side affect of her crazy ass periods. Sooner or later she passes out and I slip over to zek "do you think somethings wrong with Ivy "? He rubs his eyes and sits up "well her girlfriend just died,so I really don't blame her "after his comment her returned to his slumber and I returned back to ivys arms where I should be,I need her and she needs me more than anything.
The next morning I wake up to shouting, Ivy stands in front of a guard with his head sliced in half and a dead rotter next to his body. "I did what I had to do, it slipped in and bit him"Ivy says hard and harsh.James stands and rests his hand on his gun.I leap in front of Ivy and sling my gun out toward James in a swift motion."your not going to do what I think your going to do, "?" Because I swear you dare to pull that trigger I will fucking put you down".
He slowly puts his gun away "just trying to be safe Lucy "I snicker "you think that this is safe "?,"we've never been safe from the beginning, and I think that putting a bullet in an innocent woman's head is not the answer "he walks away without another word.