The Dagger /#Wattys2016

Back Story Part 1

So now lets think about this for a second. This right here is about me . Do you honestly want to get to know me ? Well i im going to tell and it up to you to listen and im not gonna force you. i was born in staten island and put in an adoption center. starting at the age of five i had been taking several meds. About 8 pills. The doctor said i was born with a defect and if i don't take them i will grow irregularly so i had no choice. So as from what i read my parents were "too" young to take care of me.

While in the adoption center I meet a boy named Parker when i was bout to turn seven. he had blue eyes and wore a scarf around his head. he was bout 5'2 and had a scar around the corner of his eye. i really couldn't tell what color his hair was but i didn't wanna ask. He walked up to me and asked me what my story was. Why i was here. i told him i didn't wanna speak of it . I was put here because my parents didnt believe in themseleves. Making me believe I didn't have a purpose. Then i asked him why he was here. He respond

"my father left my mom when she was pregnant with me . Then my mother died due to cancer and i don't have anyone to take care of me."

I hugged him because even though he looked fine there alway a little bit hurt left and i can see it. he looked at me and said

" Im not gonna force you now but whenever you wanna talk about your story im here"

I smiled and thanked him and went on to become best friends with Parker. About two months later me and Parker went on to be adpoted in the same household. That night we went outside in our backyard and sat and watched how our begining starts from that very moment by sitting looking at the stars.

A few mintues past.....

I turned to Parker and said "they were too young"

He looked at me with a confused look on his face "what?"

" My parents as they say were to young, i didn't wanna speak of it before becuase it made me feel like no one had faith in me, not even have faith myself " i looked down trying not to see his face. then he put his hand untder my chin to lift my head up

" Hey , look they might not have faith in themselevs , but that dosen't mean you cant have faith in yourself , your destiny, your future. That depends one how you wanna live your life. understand that when my dad left me and mom i was the same way when i found out but im not going to ever let someone or something that happened in the past change how i am today. the only person thats going to hold you back in life is you. dont live your life under someonelses boundaries."

I smiled and he saw the relief in my eyes. later that night he asked me to be his girlfriend and i was honored to say yes.

We were adopted by one of the best scientist in town his name was Clyde richardson. He had two sons Xavier and Major richardson. So looks like im going to live in an all boys household.Xavier and Major were both the coolest guys in the neighborhood but the didnt really care for the being cool the care bout what they have in store for them.Major let it get to him a little. Like he would have girl come over and yeah Xavier had a girl here and there but i started to think about it. I had started to look at girls the same way i looked at guys. Around that time me and Parker were in 7th grade in the same school while Xavier and Major were in juinor year in high school. So when i go to school all i see is girls being made fun of and all i can think of is -

" i can respect and treat girls so much better then any guy in my school can"

So seeing that happen and growing up in an all guys home made me believe that im bisexual. while in school one day my boyfriend looked at me and saw how i stared at girls but he knew i still loved him. so while walking home that day he asked me the question straight up