Rehab

Chapter 14

I woke up feeling sick when I got up I ran to the bathroom and puked my heart sank and I was filled with fear but I got up looking for car keys and I was stopped my duke

"What are you doing?"

"Can you keep a secret please?"

I beg in tears he gives me a sad smile

"Sure thing"

"C-c-can you go get me pregnancy tests"

I say while bawling his mouth fall wide open and I nod he hugs me I can tell he see my fear

"It's Jay's?"

I nod while tears roll down my cheeks

"I'm so sorry"

He says I cry harder

"Where is jay?"

I ask he shrugs his shoulders

"I don't fucking know he's a fucking wreak and needs to stop treating you like trash I'm about fucking sick of it!"

He yell

"I will be back"

He says kissing the top of my head and leaving I go back to my room and lay on the floor and cry my eyes out I bring my knees into my chest and everything is going threw my head why didn't I make him wear a condom it repeated over and over I'm so stupid. It felt like years duke was gone he finally came back with four tests I drank water the whole time he was gone so I could pee I took the boxes from him and went to the restroom and opened it I sat on the toilet and peed on the stick and put the cap on I went back in to the room with duke

"Now we wait and then take another"

I say crying

I finally took all the tests I hadn't looked at one I waited till I did all of them

"Now the moment of truth"

I say shaking rapidly

"Want me to look first?"

Duke asks I nod and he looks at them all then me

"Your pregnant"

He says I snatch all of them from his hands and look at the four positives and cried I wasn't upset to be pregnant I was actually kinda happy I was just upset with who the father was

"Jay can't be the dad I don't want him to be!"

I scream duke comes over and kissed my head and hugs me

"It's going to be okay"

Duke says then the front door opens and its jay I quickly wipe my tears away and duke looks at me

"Please don't tell him"

I beg he nods and leaves

"Hey kitty cat"

Jay says I look at him and then look away going to lay in bed he comes and lays with me

"What's wrong you look like you have been crying?"

He asks and cups my chin looking concerned

"It doesn't matter you don't care you-you don't love me please just go"

I say my voice cracking between holding back tears

"I do love you!"

He yells trying to kiss me I push away

"Then you have a fucked up thought of love!"

I scream at him he pulls me tight

"I love you"

He whispers in my ear

"No you don't love is staying loyal to one person not fucking every girls who's willing you probably have STDS from the amount of girls you fuck!"

I scream again

"I use condoms"

He says

"Oh I was just special enough to not have a condom used on me!"

"I don't use condoms with you because I love you"

He says calm the whole time

"You don't love me you love the idea of love if you loved me you wouldn't do this to me I'm a wreak because of you!"

I scream between tears

"I will stop I promise I love you I really do I hate myself for what I have done I love you I mean it. Jocelyn Ann Gilbert will you be my girlfriend?"

He asks with a little flower ring

"I know it's not much but its a promise ring I promise to one day to actually put a real ring on someday. I got one for myself too. So what do you say"

He asks I cry harder

"Yes!"

I say he puts the ring on me and he shows me the one for him self it's black I smile and kiss him he puts me on top of him and I kiss him We start making out and I'm grinding against his cock and he digs his nails into my back and I smile and bite his lip he moans and I giggle

"That's all you get im tired"

I say and carefully get up and lay down on my side

"Turn off the lights please and then come back to bed"

I say jay gets up and turns them off and lays back in bed and kisses me

"Good night jay"

"Good night kitty cat sweet dreams"

I smile and go to sleep

I wake up in the morning and Jay's gone I sigh of course he was fucking lying and then he comes in with breakfast I smile and kiss him and then I eat my food he goes back out and duke comes in

"you guys good?"

I nod and show him my ring on my finger he smiles

"Good so when are you going to tell him?"

"I don't know how to tell him"

Duke smiles

"We could have a party and just surprise him like we invite people and we bring a cake out saying I'm pregnant"

He says I smile

"Yes!"

I yell and he smiles I smile back

"thank you so much"