Rehab

I walked into the rehabilitation place the smell of cleaning soaps filled my nose the smell was to familiar I looked around and saw the front desk woman

"I'm back"

I say with a smile

"it's not a good thing"

she says my smile widens and she says that and my bottom lip piercing pushes my lip out ward and jabs at my bottom gums

"you know sweet heart relapse isn't good"

she said sighing I knew it wasn't a good thing but it always happened my drinking was out of hand and maybe my smoking was to but it made me happy and that's all that mattered

"name"

she said typing away

"you already know my fucking name"

I say bitterly

"now Joclyen Ann Gilbert quit that language"

she said

"you do know my name so just put me in tell me my name and my room and I will be off Mrs.abby"

I said playing with her name plate she picked it up and placed it behind her desk and handed me a paper and I nodded and walked down the halls I looked at the parer room 203 I finally found it and walked in to see my roommate was a guy he had blonde hair that was long but. or to long it came down into his eyes and I could see threw his hair they were bright green he was shirtless and his body was extremely nice he was tall to I could tell because his legs hung off the bed oh did I forget to mention all he had on was boxers they were black and white plaid ones I bit my lip mmmmmm was he scrumptious I threw my bag onto the floor next to my bed and jumped into it

"hey"

I said taking off my black combat boots and tying my hair into a high pony tail in the top of my head I sat back and my black hair hung in my face

"alright then asswipe"

I said huffing and pulling out a book from my bag I picked the fault in our stars i have read it a handful of time but it's so fucking good I opened to the first page and drifted into my book world

"come on"

his husky voice said as it pried the book from my hands and yanked me to my feet

"what the fuck"

I said yanking my arm away

"we have group"

was all he said before walking out I threw my head back out of all the times I have been here group was my least favorite thing no one gives to shits about why we're here were all drinkers to crystal meth sellers I didn't bother to put my shoes on and walked to the rows of chairs I sat in the front and the seats began filling as the leader started I looked at my socks one black with cats on it and the other just black I felt a nudge and it was the asswipe

"what do you want"

I asked

"your first"

he said I looked up at are leader Chris

"hey Chris I'm Joclyen Ann Gilbert and I'm a drinker and a smoker don't worry I don't do crystal meth I just smoke cigarettes and my crack head parents put me in here there you fucking happy Chris I don't see a fucking point to this ether I have been here what si-"

I couldn't finish my sentences before a hand was covering my mouth I saw it was the asswipe and he started

"I'm Jacob my last name really doesn't matter"