Rehab

♢Chapter 12♢

The sound of yelling woke my sleep I slowly opened my eyes and stretching little moans left as I stretched I stood up out of bed the wood floor was ice cold I shivered and decided I would go see what the yelling was about

"Jay how fucking stupid are you!"

"I'm not fucking stupid!"

The yelling continued until jay saw me a smile on his face like the one he had when he killed him I made me sick I wanted to throw up but I couldn't jay came over happy as could be he wrapped his arms around each and kissed my neck I pushed away he looked at me and gave me a sad look

"Come here"

Duke says grabbing my wrists

"What are you doing!"

I scream he drags me into the bath room and locks the door

"You have two fucking options I cut all your fucking hair off or I dye it"

Duke says there's a loud bang on the door

"Don't fucking touch her duke I will fucking kill you!"

Duke rolls his eyes

"Witch is it"

He says becoming impatient I fell tears in my eyes not trying to ball my eyes out I loved my hair the color and length but I loved the length more then anything I started to cry

"Cut this shit pick"

He says this wasn't like him he was nice he was sexual and funny

"The color"

I say between tears duke grabs my hair and yanks my hair into the sink i sob because im tender headed

"what are you doing to her!"

jay yells the pounding on the door louder and louder like hes trying to break the door but he fails because i hear people yelling and him yelling i assume hes been restraint the tears stop as i smell the bleach i know tears are not going to change whats already being done to my hair i just close my eyes after my hair has been washed duke looks at me

"im sorry i had to be like this but..."

he didn't finish because by the time i looked at myself i had been bawling i had bleach blonde hair i looked like a fucking barbie i hated it i walked out and everybody waited by the door to see even people i had not even met waited everybody gasped not because it was a horrible job because it wasn't it was actually a amazing dyeing he did i just looked different not myself i guess a black haired boy ran up to me kissing me i pushed away and saw it was jay no longer green hair his hair freshly wet i was guessing some one else had dyed his hair

"why did he do this to me?"

i ask my lip quivering i hated the way i looked now it stripped me of my confidence and identity even if it was just my hair i felt like a bad ass but not anymore

"im sorry kitty cat."

he said it had been a long time since i had been called kitty cat it was when we were in love now i didn't know how i felt about us if i was in love with him if i even had anything its kind of hard when someone murders your boyfriend but i didn't love him he was only something someone who kept me company but jay i loved him i really did i didn't know what to do my mind was a mess at this point would it make me a bad person for loving some one who killed my boyfriend i walked past jay into my room locking it behind me i slid down and aid next to the door my mind blank and staring under the door then i had a thought weed it made me feel good before why not again i got up walking out of my room everybody was missing and i knew where to get it i went to dukes room searching for what i desired i finally found it under his pillow i rolled my joint and placed it in between my lips lighting it and inhaling ready for sweet release i felt the high kicking in i laid down on dukes bed it was pitch black in his room except for the burning tip of my joint the smoke filled the room and i was so high it was relaxing then dukes door opened and all the smoke went flowing out and the light burned my eyes i wondered how long i had been in here