Harry
I'm going to fucking kill Niall.
kill him.
Once I've finished my attack on him I look to Holly, she looks like she's just seen a ghost, her hazel eyes are wide and she just stares at Zayn offering her a McFlurry which she clearly doesn't want. I also notice Liam singing in the jungle. And Louis just sitting there smirking at what Niall has done, I decide it's enough. But Holly gets there first.
'Well, I think I should just head home,' she states, fuck, fuck, fuck, think of something Harry, don't ballls this up.
'Holly, don't, Niall is high as a kite, and is saying bullshit that isn't true.' except it totally fucking is, 'stay, and I'll order something in.' after I spoke, I couldn't fail to notice a certain look of, I don't know, hurt sweep across her face that gave me a a sliver of hope, that maybe there was the slightest possibility that she could like me back, even just a tiny bit, but just as soon as it appeared, it was replaced by the realisation that I could have totally fucked things up before the had even got the chance to begin. Nice one Harry.
'Well I could murder a Chinese.' she suggests. Thank fuck she still wants to stay here, maybe I'm not a total failure.
'Great I'll call one in now.'
'Get me an extra portion of everything!' Niall shouts from the bathroom. With what he has done I shouldn't even consider it but who can say no to the cutest man in all of the World?
Once I've rang in with the order, I return to the living room to find everyone watching some documentary about salmon making their way upstream, I sit down on the love seat with Zayn, and become engrossed, I have been watching intensely for the last twenty or so minutes until the sound of a giggle breaks my unusually long attention. I turn my head round to be greeted with Holly and fucking Louis deep in conversation, what the fuck could they be talking about, they don't even like eachother, well at least that's what I thought. I try to return to the show, but I can no longer concentrate on it, and it hits me how fucking boring it actually is. I find my eyes drifting back to Louis and Holly about every ninety seconds, she caught me once or twice, but her gaze faltered before mine did, her eyes finding their way back to Louis soon enough.I was about to get up and demand to know what the fuck Louis was saying that was so interesting, but before I could make an even bigger fool of myself tonight the door bell rang, signalling the arrival of our food. I was already on my feet, which was lucky enough, I suppose. as I didn't need to explain my sudden movement. Zayn seemed to find the fact that I stood before the bell rang amazing.
'I'll get it.' I speak a little more hostile than I would have preferred.
I get to the door, and before the poor delivery kid could speak I chuck a twenty and ten dollar bill at him and close the door. This Holly and Louis situation is getting to me far more than I would like to admit, I walk back into the Kitchen to see everyone sitting and waiting with their plates. Impatient Bastards.
I hand out everyone's chosen dish, and when I get to Niall I hand him about eight things, bless him. We gather around the island, with Niall sitting on Louis' knee, at least its not Holly, I look around to see that everyone is talking bar Holly and I, this is it, my chance to redeem myself, all I have to do is not fuck this up. That will be hard.
'So Holly,' I begin and my voice just has to break like a prepubescent thirteen year old boy doesn't it, well done Haz, 'What d'ya think of the food, good right,' that was it. That was all I could think of, to ask her what she thought of her fucking food.
