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I'm going to be ok

I'm going to be ok

I hate him

I hate him

I hate him

I still like him

He broke my heart

I'm not going to be ok

I'm not going to be ok

Cause I still like him for some reason

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I want to die

I want to die

I'm tried of disappoints in my life

There's to many to count

I bet your happy now

While I suffer from a lie I thought I could handle

I guess not, cause I cried and cried

And tears still come down

I can't handle it

There was one day when I was going to say I love you

But I guess when you said it, it was a lie to

I just want to know why

If you told me I could've just been your friend

Guess not

Now who suffers

Me or you

Cause right now I can't tell weither I'm happy

Sad

Mad

Angry

Or maybe all of them

A person isn't supposed to cry uncontrollably and smile at the same time

I told you don't lie to me

But you did anyway

I knew from the start that you would be the first person to ever break my heart

I didn't listen to my instinct when I thought that

I was going to tell you but I didn't

So why am I the one hurting

There's a lot of reasons why

One, because every time you smiled you always made my day