"i kinda feel like crying"
"kinda feel like dying"
"kinda feel like sleeping my life away"
"kinda feel like screaming at the top of my fucking lungs"
"I kinda feel like nothing now"
"I feel like the color grey"
"empty"
"the words keep trying to crawl out"
"but I find them"
"trapped inside me"
"and now I'm crying"
"because I know there's someone better"
"there's always someone better then me"
"and it keeps picking"
"picking to get under my skin"
a/n: ugh melanie martinez is so gorgeous and flawless in every given way, i thing you guys should check her out, she's god damn amazing. her songs are so deep adele's rolling in it. anyways the color in this chapter was grey. Please vote and comment it would mean the world to me :)
song :: this is gospel :: P!ATD
