The love of a man

A day at the office

It's Thursday morning. I'm sitting in my bathrobe with a cup of coffee in my hands, my stomach in twists. I had woke Up at about 8:30, my mind wouldn't let me sleep. The night before i tried to go to sleep at a decent hour but my thoughts were all over the place. I hate getting these feelings, they always lead back to the "what ifs" that are suited to me. What if something does happen between us? What if he finds out about my past and can't handle it? What if I fall in love? I shake my head. I am jumping way ahead of myself. I don't usually think this way, this is not me! I don't know a damn thing about this guy, shit I don't even know if Im gay! I lean back and sigh. Closing my eyes I make a silent vow to myself that I will stop thinking these things. I open my eyes and smile "now it's time to take a nap"

{Pov: levi}

I lean back In my chair and put my hands on my face. It's barely 10:00 "these people are all idiots" I sigh as I look at the pile of paper work. I sit like that for awhile, letting my thoughts roam. I hear my door handle click and look up as Erwin enters my office. I stare at him, waiting for whatever useless thing he has to say. He sits in front of me as if expecting the look. He smiles, knowing it will conjure the inevitable eye roll from me. He continues staring at me as I collectively start feeling my nerves wear down. "Oi, what is it, you ass" I smirk, casually leaning back in my chair. He chuckles and relaxes his annoying pose. He sure knows how to mess with me, I guess that's what happens when you partner with your best friend. "I can say the same to you, Levi" he replies " I walk in here to see you acting so exasperated." I shoot him a dirty look, remembering he was the one who wanted to hire all these useless, uneducated people. I point harshly at the pile of papers "you hired all these imbeciles and they don't even know how to file the damn bank notes." I growl
" I don't know what to tell you man, sit em down and teach em. I'm sure they'll want to learn after you give them one of those death stares" he chuckles. I throw another sneer at him and plop back into my chair. Sighing I say "well, whatever. This isn't getting done today, I have plans this evening." My mind wanders to the green eyes klutz I met in the street a few days back. Eren Yeager. I sigh and nod my head. I don t know what it is about the guy but he kind of had a spell on me. I hate it. I don't like people and he made me want to be the nicest fucking angel in the world. What's gonna happen when he starts working here? People will notice if I'm all perky and nice. Hopefully he gives me a reason to hate him over coffee. I look back up at Erwin and he's staring at me. "What" I say, a bit bothered by his staring.
"Nothing. You were just smiling about someone and I haven't heard about them yet" he says, smugly leaning back in his chair as he clasps his hands behind his head. I roll my eyes and wave it off. "Alright, you can tell me when you're ready" he's says with a sigh "why don't you go home and get ready for your 'plans', I can take care of the paperwork". I perk up a bit "really? I'll take that offer. I better get out of this hell hole before you change your mind". I get up and slide my jacket on. I grab my keys and walk past Erwin as he scrambles to get the papers before I lock the door. He scampers out and I scoff at him and lock my office. He gives me a look, secretly telling me not to get In Trouble and I give him my famous half assed smirk. I would honestly be dead without him, he's gotten me out of so Much shit, but of course I would never tell him that. His ego would explode and he would be even more of a jackass than he is now. I walk to the front door and push my way out, letting my fingers slide over the smooth, cold golden handle on the glass door. I feel the warm air hit my face and shiver. I'm always cold, so I get a lot of strange looks when I'm seen wearing a jacket in the middle of July. I jog over to my sleek black Mustang and hop in the drivers seat. It starts with a purr and I rev the engine and peel out of the parking lot. "Time to get ready for hell" I say to Myself as I speed down Main Street.