The love of a man

Stay with me

That night Levi and I had laid in bed and talked for awhile about our pasts. We decided to make a date out to a park or bench on the beach to tell our stories. In the end though, we wanted to just stay at Levi's because I wasn't sure how I would react when I told him. Or how he would react. We took a shower and had gone to bed, but I was restless as ever.

It's a Sunday. Levi woke up early and left to go get a change of clothes. I walk through my room and strip the bed of its dirty sheets. I decide to take another shower. Afterwards I get dressed in my  blue boy T and black skinnies with red converse. I jog done the stairs and get ready to leave for my boyfriends house. I lock the door and hop into my car. Nervous for what's about to come.

I get to Levi's house and walk up to the door. I open it and step inside  the modern condo.
"Levi?" I say, not knowing where he is.
I walk into the kitchen and lean in the doorway. Levi is sitting at his kitchen table. Worry plastered across his face. His eyes are bloodshot, like he had been crying. I walk am over to him quickly and kneel down in front of him. A look of surprise covers his sadness for a minute and then he frantically wipes his eyes. I gently grab his wrists and bring them down to his lap. I cup his chin in my hand and make him look at me.
"Levi" I say softly " what's wrong. Tell how I can fix it."
His eyes tear up again and I grab his hands.
"Eren, I'm so scared you'll leave when I tell you everything. I don't want that to happen... Please stay with me Eren..."
"Levi, I would never leave you. I'm equally as scared to tell you about what my parents use to do to me and my sister. You are not alone in this darkness. Levi!" I make him look at me again " I love you so much. Nothing in this world could make me leave you, as long as I'm alive." I stand up and place a kiss in his forehand and engulf his small body in a hug. I grab the other chair and sit down in front of him.
"I'll start off ok?"
He nods his head and sniffs.
" we had a basement in our house..."

So this chapter was really short, I know. I just want to let you guys know that triggers are coming up in the next two chapters. You will hear erens story and Levi's story and they are very depressing. They have to do with child abuse, suicide, alcoholism, and depression. The loss of family member is in this and so it the mention of a few mental disorders. Just be prepared and remember this is just a story! If you have problems with any of these please get help that is need and know that if I can help in any way I will do what I can. Thanks for reading guys

Xoxo
~nessa