Perfect // l.t.

Part Four: Sydney

Olivia's pov
It was the night before we flew off to Australia. I had just gotten back from the working at the studio with Jamie and I was in my hotel room floor staring up at the ceiling eating junk food. I was surrounded by Cheetos, peach rings, soda cans, and cookies.
The tv was on but just as background noise. In case anyone knocked, I at least sounded like I was doing something normal.

I should have been packing but I already did that. Everything I needed was in my car. It was almost as if I was meant to go in this trip. I didn't have to think about it. As soon as I left the apartment, I knew I was going. Even though I knew it then, now I was trying to make sense of it all.

Especially with Louis in the picture. How was I suppose to spend nine months with the guy? Convincing myself I didn't have feelings wasn't going as planned. Was I going on this trip because of him or for my career?
Just then, before I could spiral further into more thoughts on the inevitable unknown future someone knocked on my door. I debated whether or not to get up. I didn't want anyone to see me like this but not answering the door would be rude.

I stood up and shuffled to the door to find Harry.

"Well you look...."

"Don't finish that sentence." I shook my head.

"I wasn't going to."

I stepped out of the way to let him in and he chuckled at my surroundings.

"Tough night?"

"Shhhhh!" I shushed him before throwing a pack of peach rings at his face.

"And cranky. Alright, what's wrong?" He sat down. Instead of answering, I laid back on the floor and grabbed a bag a Cheetos and stuffed them in my mouth.

"Well I'm not leaving until you tell me." Harry made himself comfortable.

"Dude I met you like two days ago. You expect me to spill my deepest darkest secrets?" I joked.

"Yeah, well we're going to spend the next nine months as best friends! Might as well start acting like it." He smiled. I laughed knowing he was right. He was being nice.

"I'm going on tour for nine months."

"Yeah, you didn't know?"

"No, that's what's wrong. I'm going on tour for nine months."

"Oh. OH. Okay, why is that the problem?" He asked as he opened a bag of peach rings.

"I've never been on a plane before. I was with the same guy since high school. I lay on floors and stare at ceilings when I don't know what to do and now I'm going on tour for nine months and leaving everything I had ever known for nine months. Do you know how crazy that sounds? I'm also still kinda heart broken not gonna lie." I mumbled that last part.

"Hey, a little adventure is good."

"No, a little adventure is a vacation to Hawaii or something, this is not a little adventure. This is completely life changing!" I looked at him.

"So you're scared?"

Was I?

"Maybe. I guess I am."

"Does Louis have anything to do with that?"

Was it that obvious?

"I'm not doing this to fall in love with someone. I'm not planning on it." I whispered.

"Can't help we're a band of handsome lads." Harry smirked which made me throw a Cheeto as his face.

"Louis isn't the nicest, most romantic guy. This little crush will go away." He threw a peach ring at me.