Loving Sin ^_^

About the past part3

Sudans' P.o.v

Should I tell him everything?
Can i trust him with my past?
I've only known for a couple months yet it feels like years. He's willing to lay his past out on a silver platter for me and he is expecting the same from me but can I really do it!!
I was snapped out of my thoughts when he said
"Please don't hate me after this Sudan"

There is no way I could hate him for what it I'd unless he raped someone.

"I won't judge you for your past Dario. Whatever it is am damn sure I've done worse"

He took a feel breath then he started

" I was always aggressive as a kid, all the pent up anger because my dad abandoned me and I thought my mom did too when she left me with my grandma when I was twelve. During high school I was classified as the bad boy, I was ruthless, I didn't care about anyone and I never smiled. I was constantly getting into trouble with the police. People feared me and I loved it, my grandmother died when I was 15 and i took it hard, I blamed myself everyday and the more I blamed my self the angrier I became. One day I got in a fight so bad that I knocked the out cold. It felt so good punching him over and over and I didn't care one bit. I started beating the shit out of anyone who upset me and it felt fucking good to do so. One day I beat this boy so bad he was in a coma"

Closing his eyes again, he paused. This gave me time to think, surprisingly I don't mind that he has done these things, its actually a ducking turn on, my fucking panties are soaked. Is it wrong that all I can think about is to fuck him for that next 12 hours straight.

He pulled me out of my thoughts again

"After 3 weeks he died"  he said with an amused tone. Like he found it funny.

Wow that kinda hit me hard.

"He died from brain damage and heart failure, I still don't even care that he died, if he lived he would have been a vegetable"

What the hell is wrong with me? Even after he told he murdered a boy with his bate hands I still want him, I want him in every way possible.

Darios's p.o.v
She must think I'm a monster, she doesn't  saying anything so I continue.

" the boy's father was a police officer, he tried to send me to jail but it was charged as self defense, he even tried to kill me himself but failed miserably when he walked into my community and picked up 12 shots. Soon after I came to live with my mom here and I cleaned up my life, the only thing that stuck with me was the womanizing nature but Ever since I met you I can't even look at another woman with out comparing them to you"

I looked down and she was just there, her face void of all emotions.

"Using my smarts and hustling mentality I made enough money to start my own business and now I have one of the biggest shipping companies here"

Glancing at her again I realized her eyes where hooded and I could see the lust swirling around, she was turned on but why? This woman is just full of surprises, she started chewing on her bottom lip, she knew it drove me crazy, was she teasing me?

"Don't do that!" I said through clenched teeth, I had to fight the urge not to fuck her right then and there. She blinked a few times then said

"Dario, that is nothing for me to hate you for. I can not judge you for your past because I have done far worst"
How can she just accept my past like that?

"I guess its my turn"
she said

All I did was nod
She sighed
" can we go to the living room its a bit distracting in here" she said